d' Many Flavours of Me

Spain here I come

2010-11-18T15:20:00.007+08:00

Next yeah looooo In.... kalau ade duit..... But I have to write it here. To make sure I will go there... hahahhahahah

Lady In Pink

2010-01-29T11:55:00.006+08:00

I love myself. I don't know why lately i always depress and the sadness fill me, actually past few months already. With all the unhappy feeling inside that cant bring it out and it make me depress. But as usual I always project a happy face for other. ( sometimes the sadness still can be read on my face) When people see you are in happy mood they will be happy too. Such like a mirroring.

I bough a book yesterday. A religious book called " Supaya Gelisah Berniali Ibadah" I start reading it last night. However I'm not seriously reading it. Just as my bedtime book. But the next morning that is today before i off to my office I read it through again. Again I didn't read it follow the correct chapter just jumping here and there. Base on the reading it make me think, what I have now its not mine. Its below to the GREAT CREATOR. What we have now only temporary and it not below to us. So why should i felt sad or frustrated or depress with the bad things that we received from Him. He just give it to us for temporary for us to remember Him. For us to Thank Him for what He have gave to us. When think about that it makes my day. I thanks to ALLAH with what He gave me. Although I think its a burden, but each burden that He gave me, He also gave me a Great Gift.

As it change my mood, I make my self to have a happy mood today. Alhamdulillah with the great sunny morning. I'm wear pink today. From my head scarf to my new dress ( pink dress i bought for rm10.00) till the shoes that I am wear. Its pink.... So sweet. I'm happy and hope it will last.

What 2010 have for me!!!!!

2010-01-05T23:40:00.004+08:00

Its a nice number... 2010..... twenty ten.... Dont you think so ;). Number is not just a number. Each of them, they have their own meaning. Each calculation become a formula that being used in our daily routine. But we just don't realize it. Okey enough about number...

2010...... what does this year have for me. More adventure, more waves and bigger waves, or it going to be a simple life no big impact like 2008..... ( 2008 is a honeymoon year for me but 2009 was WOW!!!! a big WOW for me but Alhamdulillah I mange to handle it. I think so ;)). But what I wan to achieve this year

PAY MY DEBTS:
YESSSS................ Wow i should do that. I will pay most of my debts especially my credits cards. They are killing me softly...... Insyallah I try to settle Ambank card. hehehehheheh as i make other arrangement for the others card :). And all the hutang that i make .... wajib bayar and

SAVING :
Save u Love traveling.... SO SAVE MONEY......... So this year I will put aside some money as my saving. Kene and wajib. Start this month nye salary.

MAKE EXTRA INCOME :
How ha!!!!!!!!!!!...... I wan to do writing. Write Information thing in a blog. Who know one day people would pay for it.... Tajam kan my skill of writing... reads lots of English and Malay books. OKEY!!!!!!!!! not jiwang jiwang or novel book... now Im old so more to matured readings. kekekekkekek

WORK :
Hmmmmmm Im still searching a stable job and that can give me time for my self. I dont wan to be workaholic type of person. Im not young anymore. If young yes i wold love to stay back in the office till late at nite. Now not anymore. I wish i can get more to management type of work. Assisntance for Project Manager. Why not kan....

BETTER MUSLIM :
Insyallah. Im working on being one. With the help of pakcik ;). Maybe be it will take time but i will work hard on in.

TRAVEL:
Hope I manage to travel 2 country this year. Insyallah kalau ade rezeki. Nak gie Thai or Kombodia and one of middle east country.... Insyallah kalau ade rezeki.

Ok I this this year will be a beautiful and better year then last year kan..... Insyallah...

" TRAVEL TO BETTER WORLD :) "

What have i acheive... not bad ha.....

2010-01-05T23:16:00.004+08:00

This what I wrote in 2006 :
The pink colour is what i have achieve till 2009. I got another 2 years to go to achieve all.....

What I want to achive in 5 years???

Before i create this blog i was thinking what i wan to achieve in 5 years time.....
If i married or not? Hmm let say I get married wow my life will be totally different. I wont need to think about my self that time I will be thinking about my family, my kids and my hubby. Life that time will be completed. I think it would be so wonderful. (Still hoping)

If in not married hmmm I need to focus in my own life. My career, my happiness, and my money:). So this is the list I need to accomplish within 5 years.

Traveling :
Wanted to visit my sister awa and her hubby paco. At least celebrate Aidilfitri with them.
Umrah with my parents. ( I done this on 2009, Alhamdulillah I went for Umrah with my beloved Mommy. It was a wonderfull journey. Just cant express the feeling. Syukur to Allah with what He gave me. Insyallah Hajj soon)
Wanted to go to Middle East country. Some times I wonder how the Iran, Iraq people survive in their daily routine. I wanted to be there and feel it ;). (Manage to go to Dubai. Alhamdulillah. In asia I manage to visit Thailand and Philipine. Insyallah with some saving i would go travel again with my love ones ofcoz :)))

Immigrate:
Wanted to work in somewhere different from my country. Have a new environment mix with the local people. That would be nice. Start a new and fresh life. Wanted to have a simple life there. ( Im still working on in. Insyallah but I wont Immigrate. hehehehhe........)

Reading :
I wan to read. At least a book in a year. Or Want to make a reading as a hobby.
I wan to khatam Al-Quran once a year and read the tafsif Al-Quran so I do know and understand the contains of Al-Quran.
( Alhamdulillah now my hobby is reading. Love reading blogs, articles and books: motivation books, History book, Islamic book. And with someone who like to ' mencabar' me now I do read tafsir Al-Quran. Thanks to him, he teach me to find answer from Al-Quran. Khatam Al-Quran... not yeat Insyallah I will do it this year. Im starting from the 1st page since yesterday. Insyallah I will khatam end this year. Insyallah :)

A good song : SAVAGE GARDEN "CRASH 'N BURN"

2010-01-04T12:36:00.006+08:00

Lately i don't know why i felt so down and sad. Are my life going to end soon? Sometimes .....yes I wish it will. Maybe because with the stress at the end of the year, I felt I can't handle it. But this morning I felt a bit different. Maybe after reading the "Career and Work" feng shui book by lilian too last nite kot... kekeke ;p. Ter'motivated' lah pulak. Lawak kan.... Masa Tahun Baru Maal Hijrah i dont get this feeling even masa the New Year 2010. Go go Save !! I know I can be better then last year. And I Love my self. And thanks to ALLAH with what You have gave me. And I know You will always be there for me.

Just wanted to share this song : Crush and Burn.

When you feel all alone
And the world has turned its back on you
Give me a moment please to tame your wild wild heart
I know you feel like the walls are closing in on you
It's hard to find relief and people can be so cold
When darkness is upon your door and you feel like you can't take anymore

Let me be the one you call
If you jump I'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
You're not alone

When you feel all alone
And a loyal friend is hard to find
You're caught in a one way street
With the monsters in your head
When hopes and dreams are far away and
You feel like you can't face the day

Let me be the one you call
If you jump I'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
You're not alone

'Cause there has always been heartache and pain
And when it's over you'll breathe again
You'll breath again

When you feel all alone
And the world has turned its back on you
Give me a moment please
To tame your wild wild heart

Let me be the one you call
If you jump I'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
You're not alone

Found something good

2009-11-19T16:49:00.001+08:00

This is LIFE is too short to cater HATRED in our hearts..

2009 an adventure year

2009-11-19T11:55:00.001+08:00

I have been missing my blog. Yes,there lots of things happen to me in this year 2009. It too fast for me. Alhamdulillah I get what i want but there always the good and the bad. It always come together. Its a package. And there a lot of dates to remember.

I still love what I get from Allah. I really thanks Him with all the Blessing that He gave me. As i always remember "He wont test His ummat as He know how much His ummat can take it." So all of the test that i receiving now know i can handle it as I have a trust on Him.

hmmm.........

2009-11-19T11:43:00.005+08:00

Why life is like this.... things are very unpredicted and i sometimes cant control my self. How to be a prefect person. How to make every person happy. Im trying my best. Sometimes i lost control. Ya Allah help me to be a perfect person to everyone specially the person i love. I want me my self to blend with others and they can accept me with what i am.

I try my best to blend with people as people can accept me. And to my friends that know me, I am like this a happy go lucky person, with mengada-mengada and gatal-gatal type of person. Sometimes I keep on thinking am I bad? ( Razak said still acceptable...... and Azrul cakap above everage tak lah over2)???But still I am mengada-ngada and gatal-gatal type of person. Mesti kalau org luar yang dont know me they will menyampah at me :(. Teruk sangat ke kite nie :(. Yes I do need to change mengikit pertukaran status dan usia yagn kian meningkat. I'm trying my best it just take times.

I think i need a new environment to change myself. To be more professional and mature. Most of the company that I join they accept me and memanjakan I and I never change. I need a new beginning to change my attitude. So although I'm still in current company with the same environment but I try to be mature and more professional... But how..... Every one here know who I am and how I am. Maybe start from dressing and the way I talk. Talk softer and reduce gelak. Maybe reduce gelak. My gelak is so not mature. Ok I will update from time to time about my changes.

" Ya Allah, Help me to change myself to be a better person" Amin

Salam AidilFitri 1430 Hijrah

2009-09-24T09:59:00.002+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya AidilFitri
Maaf Zahir & Batin
From Us

To all friends and readers who have dropped by with the warm wishes, I wish the same to all of you too. Kita Enjoy !!!!!!!

Salam Ramadhan Al-Mubarak

2009-08-28T11:34:00.003+08:00

To all my dearest friends out there. Just to wish you guy
" Selamat Berpuasa and Minta Ampun & Maaf jika ada salah dan Silap"

Jumpa Lagi Di Hari Raya.......

Jalan Jalan Before Puasa

2009-08-26T16:54:00.025+08:00

Today I felt such so bored. Yes I know it’s quit sometimes I didn’t update my blog. And guess what I travel a lot lately and my skin turn to so brownish “U look so brownish” as Paco and Awa said. Hehehheheh what to do… I’m already brown and that can’t be change. And another one thing… today I felt so guilty to a lot of people. Hahahhahah… what I can afford to do is just smile and follow the wave kan kan kan…… There always a reasons for thing to happen. Life is full with sunshine and flowers… Just enjoy it . Ok I will start my story with my Sarawak adventure….

Sarawak Oh Sarawak.

My flight was in the middle of the nite. And I’m so lucky that a good friend of mine willingly to send me and fetch to and from KLIA ( hmmm don’t know lah if he willingly ke or terasa im forcing him) but thanks a lot Pakcik Asri. Reach there around 1 am on 1st September. I landed on Kuching Land at last. Was so excited seeing Sab with her boyfriend (Faizal). As usual lah kan, when we met tak ingat dunia punye. With the gelak sakan and the story morry. From the airport, continue in the car till we reach kedai kopi minum and at sab house to we have lots thing to talk about. Sometimes I wonder ,I do always call her nearly every week and told her lots of my story but when we meet pun there never ending story. Ade je nak dicerita.

Suke suke akibat nye duke…. When we reach at Sab’s house there was a big news. I was damn shock. Speechless for few minutes. It was a pulse….. . Then I keep asking her why why why… why now… why so fast… I was in a trauma when she told me that news….The form was already taken and it still in the car. uwaaaa….. then she told me “Save some of my close friend yang tau they congrats me… but u?”. I cant accept that news yeat. Sedih later I be alone. Tak de org I nak call in the middle of the nite to tell all my problems and my daily routine. (Later yg menjadi mangsa tengah malam receive my call will be adik kesayangan ku Aida. Sorry aida )Sedih……. But at last I have to accept the truth and the reality….. So hard for me but this is life. Think at her side. She will have someone to take care of her and someone make her happy and the most important thing is security. She needs that since staying alone at that house and lots of thing happen at that house. SO she need that. “ Sab Im so happy for you. I really really happy for you. I am Sab.” Heheheheh. From the bottom of my heart . But as usual Im so sad of my self…… Falzal just good take care of Sab.

The morning we pack to start for our first stop. Serikin. Wow was a long journey taking us abt 2-3 hour travelling on Sab cute MyVi. Sape lagi yang drive, we have a good driver. Good with road kekekekek Pakcik Faizal kite. And Sab have a new title…. Lyrics Inspector. All of us in the car love to song. Biasalah ade yag salah lyrics. As Sab around when Kite orang salah lirik… ish…. Rasa serba salah lak nak nyanyi.. But the long journey was so fun. Enjoyable with the lots of jungle view left and right but the worst part was when we were driving behind a big lorry….. boring. Tak leh bawak laju. Serikin was for shopping. Cheap stuff. Before I came I told sab, I only can spend RM 100 at Sarawak….. But I spent RM200 at Serikin only… uwaaa… but worth buying. Bought lots of gift for my family member.

I cant write much, but base on the picture i uploaded you guys will know the journey....

At Serikin shopping.... Mesti lah kene bergambar.... My beloved sab...... hehehehhe Siap ade payung lagi tu. Maklum lah panas banget....

Nengok kain lah pulak. But was quit impress the goods there was so cheap..... You can get a good fabric there with a very good price. As i said i should only can spend only RM100 in Sarawak... but want can I say... Save will always be Save... kekekekke =))

Almaklum lah dekat nak raya. Sab was looking at the porcelain for Kek Sarawak that need to be served on Raya... hehehehhe berangan lah tu.... Umah pun kosong....

Makcik Sab.... Lenggang kangkung. Kurus gak sab nie....

Chak... ba..... Love this picture. So sesuai.

Model jalanan wanna be........ The correct way to Kuching ....

Wow..... Wat an action

Me and Sab...... At one of the park there.... Small and sweet place.... Tempat bergambar je...

Berangan-angan.... Lihat langit yang biru....

Sab and her latest buat hati..... He will be the ONE.... Insyallah.... Always pray for you guys

Serikin.....

Bau..... Lihat dibelakng...... Ade model tambahan yg pemalu... ;))

Pasar yang bersih....

Nenas yang comel....

Bergumbira....

Gunung Gading Adventure...... After praying Asar & Zohor at one of the mosque there we continue our journey to Gunung Gading. Penat makcik oooo. After the tiring shopping and eating then the climbing start... Almaklumlah nak kene bakar calories.... To enter the Gading Park the fees was RM15 kot. but kekekke kan kite org nie muke anak anak remaja. and muke muke seposen.. So we told the uncle... we are student..... kekekekkeke=)). The we get discounted . Bayo RM5.00... Nak wat cam ne.... Budget traveler.... Not Budget lah proper words kot "Sengkek Traveler'

Kera-kera sesat...... Nak berhayut but wat can we say.... the root cant support our weight.. hehheheheheheh...

Memanjat Tangga yg mencabar...... Mencabar!!!!!!!!! Have to think hard abt that..... Saba je lah kan.... Pakai skirt lagi nak gunung...... Sapa ade buat ooooo

The sweet couple...... Faizal nak renew his lesen.... Upgrade kata nye... Hope tak de ara melintang for u guys nak buat and renew lesen.... Im so happy for u... Sedondon biru gitu.....

Pokok Cempedak yang sangat tinngi... Banyk lah tu buanh nye...

After the climb..... Sweating like hell..... Basah kuyup ooo...... Membakar lemak yg amat banyak..... We do it again soon. But that time will properly lah....

Chess...... Been there..... Lupe lak nak engrave my name kat sana....

Cute kan..... Really love this couple

After the climbing.... now we found a nice peaceful place. The beach..... Cantik sangat the beach.... Tak bawak extra baju je... If bawak for sure we will landing berendam like cute baby hippo... kekekek nak wat cam ne. We all are so cute.... cant say much.... kekekke

Up Up and Away......... Power Puff Girl ;)

The beach.... Nice beach..... Bercanda di pantai yang indah......kekekek

Pecal nie nak terbang gak..... Melarikan diri dari gadis-gadis yang sangat ayu..... Tak tahan kata nye....

Putih and gebu nye sab nye betis.... Susah ooo kite org nak tunjukkan besti yg cun ini... Nasib baik tak close up... kang nampak pulak bulu bulu yang bertaburan....... dan tak lupe juga bulan bintang yang berkelipan....

Matahari sangat panas....... Terpaksalah posing with her new sun glasses baru..... She seldom wear her glasses that we bught in Vincci that was the last time she visited KL. This is the time to wear an show opp...

Im lost.......... Tolong!!!!!!!!!!!

Again the cute couple....... I cant put all the pictures of them in FaceBook as it should be a secret... Only can put it in my blog..... Sapa lah nak baca my blog kan...... Love them so much.... Mush mush mush

Im Malaysian... but still to enter Sarawak we had to have visa..... This the visa....... Saba je lah kan...

Umah sab yang sangta beso with a high end security.... High end high end pun stilll.... Pencuri nie ade je kat memana kan.... Her MyVi and her bro's jeep...... Jeep tu suke 'kencing'

In library.... UNIMAS Library... kekekekekek cant take pic at Sab Opis... maklum lah the data center kan....

One of the lake at Unimas.... Siap ade jambatan gantung lagi

Been there... UNIMAS

Up Up and away..... Lupa lak where this picture taken.... Tapi dekat lah ngan Sab's mum House....

Sungai Sarawak. That time there we having a boat feast. ramai lah org..... H1N1 pun tak kisah.... So we just jalan2 cari makan je....

The people.....

Bontot ayam bakar..... Wow i remember sue like this bontot ayam.... One of the days that Sab visit to Kl she bring this exclusively for sue... Kat semenanjung mana ade. But sorry lah pulak i cant take bontot ayam.... I pun dah byk cakap tak berhenti... i makan lagi lah..... Only GOD knows....

In the boat. The kids..... No safety jacket at all..... Dangerous but still the villagers using the boat. The fee only RM0.40cent je....

This Uncle eksen je dayung... actually there a machine that move the boat

At last the I visited the Temple..... Never in my life masuk n visit Temple now i can say i done that. From the day 1 i requested to visit a temple at last i got it. hehehehehh Muara temple...

View from the top of the temple

Banyak lah colok2 dea. Sab cant stand the smell so we didnt spent time there....

Me and the Temple....

Again the temple view

Forget the name e of the river. Pecal said there were a kid killed eaten by a crocodile. They still cant find the body of the kid nor the crocodile.... But I wonder, if there alot of crocodile in the rever why there still alot of people staying ther... Pelik kan..... There a housing area there and people still build houses.....

Me again.... Waiting for the crocodile.......ekekkeke

We visited sab sister at UITM. Siti Nordiana. She do look same Sab and as funny as Sab too.... Like sister like sister lah...... We have our Zohor at her room before we drive to Santubung....

Crazy post... Biler lagi

Memalukan diri tengah panas....... We had to park and cross the road just to take this picture... kekekke as im outsider kureng le kemaluannye..... kekekek

At rumah kebudayaan... Now im at the Chinese house.....

Perempuan gatal... kekekekkekekek..... geli lak.....

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Rumah Melayu.... kene post bebaik and ayu2 lah pulak... kekek=))

Playing Congkak with one of the Makcik..... elsyen je tu.... just for the picture ;)

kat umah orang Ulu.... My GOD the stairs was damn scary....... Oily n small n really hope can support us.. kekekkekek Ade one of the stairs yang memang menakutkan... I have to climb as sab forcing me.. Masa nak turun hanya tuhan je yang tau.....

Sab resting peacefully ;)

Me organg Ulu????????? have to think really hard tho... kekekekekke

Really like the wall painting..... Unique and creative....

The uncle teaching me how to play the so call piano... kekekekek tak tau lah wat the name of the instrument

Hi every one.... Thanks foe the support ;))....

Minah memasak kat dapo.....

Find me please..... kekekkekeke lebih kurang je warne ye...

Turun Tangga pun nak bergamb.saba je lah....

hello .............I paid RM60 hinngit for sure i will use it wisely... Ape lagi mestilah bergumbira with the dancer... Biler lagi.... hahahahahahahhah Muke tak malu nak wat cam ne ;)

One of the beach at Sandakan.... Comel kan to see the kids playing with each other

Me too.... mestilah playing tooo..... Jumping like no one cares......

Last days was Museums... penas membara... Lucky the Museums were to each other. Walking distance.... and guess wat its FREE.... I Like.... but this time i didnt upload pictures... banyak giler tapi cukup lah yeah...

Do u dare to eat ta this type of hawker food place....... hehehheh here in Sarawak they are really Malaysian...... One malaysian.... I dont mind eating kat mana2 pun as long i tak was was......

Lupe lak... I does take alot of picture with the cats... Kuching miau miau miau........ Comel as a cat toooo

The cats love me......

Bergamba tepi jalan boleh tak.... kekekekkek =))

The day off back to KL....... Saying bye to Sab... Will miss her again and again and again....

Pak Pandir the Musical at Philharmonic Orchestra Hall KLCC

2009-06-29T18:21:00.008+08:00

My Pakcik kecik Pakcik Harry invited me to watche Pak pandir the Musical. For me if its free... why not kan... So I accept his invitation. The person was invited too was Azlina. Some picture we took at KLCC.....

Our Dinner...... Was a big one tho although we should be on diet... hehehhe nak wat cam ne. Jenis kuat Makan.. hahahhahah

Me with my food.....

My Pakcik Kecik Harry with her beloved sister Azlina. She was working with us too. But she left before i joint in the company. Pakcik Harry... u have a round tummy... Jangn marah

Guess who i met. Baiti... She was practicle with us at MYMS Cyberjaya... Im lucky she still remember me.... Now she working at Petronas. How lucky she is kan kan kan..... But im lucky too working at Alcatel and meet nice and new faces :)

Biasalah lah aksi aksi posing..... I like.... Model wanna bee.....

Tot he was Chindian base on his name... Raj something lah... But was quit shock when he said Insyallah and some islamic words. He very friendly tho....

With the main actor... Pak Pandir. Was a good performance.

Ok this me suke bergaya... nak wat cam ne.... senget2 lagi... kekekekek

Kat tangga nye possing.....

Aksi laga laga bontot... kekekekekek

The 3 of us.......

Naik tangga lak....

Melly Goeslow- Tentang Dia

2009-05-14T17:44:00.001+08:00

Like this song.....
Correction... Im not in love just love this song

Sehitam langit di angkasa
Yang mendung memurungkan bumi
Takutku ke masa yang lalu
Menorehkan luka dalam hati

Kekasih yakini cintaku
Disinilah cintaku berlabuh
Perjalanan mencari jawaban
Berakhir karam dihatimu

Cerita cinta anak remaja
Menggauli kidung kasih
Punahkah takut di hati
Terkutuklah bila kita berpisah
Selamanya harus bersama
Buktikan kita bahagia

Tentang dia tak perlu kau risau
Lagu cinta hanya untuk kita
Dan kini tidurku tersenyum
Oh gadis aku cinta padamu

Kekasih yakini cintaku
Disinilah cintaku berlabuh
Perjalanan mencari jawaban
Berakhir karam dihatimu

Cerita cinta anak remaja
Menggauli kidung kasih
Punahkah takut di hati
Terkutuklah bila kita berpisah
Selamanya harus bersama
Buktikan kita bahagia

Tentang dia jangan pernah terlupa
Biar menjadi cerita
Dibalik cerita kita

Tentang dia tak perlu kau risau
Lagu cinta hanya untuk kita
Dan kini tidurku tersenyum
Oh gadis aku cinta padamu
Oh gadis aku cinta padamu

TaKDe Su@r@ .

2009-05-12T09:41:00.005+08:00

Sakit tekak... uwaaaaaaaa since last monday im was not feeling well. but no fever... stress makcik.... been seeing 2 doctor but all the medication that they gave didnt effect me at all.... friday i starting to loose my sexy n manja voice kekekkekek=)).

And now days its a very hot day. I cant stand the heat from the sun...... Uwaaa.... that why till now tis sexy voice still on.. some of my office-mate happy with my sexy voice almaklum lah i cant sing in the office tak de lah pencemarah bunyi.... I know Kuhan really happy with my current voice. Saba je lah...... HOT HOT HOT til Sept as the weatherman said......

BUT IM STRESS I CANT SING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I know the answer........

2009-05-10T15:56:00.006+08:00

Life is unpredictable. We always can plan what we want but, not always it will come as we plan. Hmmmm Wat do I want in life???? I keep on asking that question. Seems so hard for me to answer and to find the solution for that Question.

Maybe what I really want it is such so easy to other women to get it. But not for me. People seeing me as single they see me as a person who has everything in life. Its maybe I project a happy and joyful face to others. Tell the truth I’m tired being single. I really would like to have a family that I could call my own. Have my own kids and of coz my own husband not sharing for sure. I want my own family; want to be a housewife with a small business and a simple life. Its that hard to get. Arrgggggg!!!!!!!!!

Am I being choosy??? It’s hard for me to answer that question. There are some guys but….. I just cant say yes. I know I cant get a perfect guy that I really want. Tall, handsome, rich and alim. Its enough if he is matured and abit alim. And I would like guy who do talk. Good in communication skill… kekekekek am I asking too much. I love to talk. If he not a talkative person but giving me a good response that good enough. So we won’t get bored. Kekekekkeke hmmmmm. So does those guys don’t have wat I want???? They have but there is no spark. No ting!!!!And when the person who I really interested in, I don’t know how to show I’m interested in him. And some of them are not even in front of me… kekkeke one of them is Hans Isaac. Hehheheeh. Nak wat cam ne.

So I really hope next year I get what I want. I have to work hard this year to get THE GUY :)

Sirah Junjungan

2009-04-23T16:48:00.006+08:00

A nite before i went to Balloons Sangat panas, i was watching Sirah Junjungan with my colleague at TV3. Was quit some times we didnt watch theater. Al maklumlah agak bz and the sponsor tak inform us. kekekke.To our Beloved sponsor Icam thanks alots for all the free ticket that u have been sponsoring us.... And not to forget Congrats Icam nye with a new baby boy.

Icam is in Red... Dont have picture he in formal wear. Ok lah Gamba Kaki rantau nie :)

Sirah Junjungan was a story about our Prophet Muhammad SAW. From the birth till the day His Wafat. Was a dramatic and really touch performance. Siti was doing her great job singing all the malay and arabic song. She have a superb voice, I really respect her. Before this im not a big fan of her. She was good. And Vanida Imram too doing her good job. Vanida Imram using her voice as the Prophet Muhammad wife Siti Khadijah. The part that I really like was when Siti Khadijah was the one who ask Prophet Muhammad hand for marrige. See a gal asking a guy hand for marrige.... This story really make me realise that how big pengorbanan our Nabi Muhammad and pengikut-pengikut nye pada zaman itu. Banyak sangat pengorbanan yang tiada tandingan. Subahannallah...

Siti Norhaliza and all the actors, crews that involve in Surah Junjungan. Congrats to Erma Fatimah as she she producer.

Once i reach there at Istana Buadaya, the first we do was taking pictures. All from Media Prima TV3. really miss them alot. Ros from Hot FM and us as usual lah from MIS Department. Im so fat with that blouse..... gemuk nye makcik..... Ok lupe lak, Ros is in gray scarf, than there is Syima in white scarf and finally the sweet gal in purple that our Cik Noraida A. Ghani.

Cik Noraida A. Ghani with future husband.... Amir tersanyang.. kekekekkekekekek

This is me the gedik gal with Ros.... Now Ros pandai melaram.. That good Ros. Nampak bertambah cantik..... Go girl.. I like....

Saba je lah makcik sorang nie... kekekkekek Macam tak pernah gie Istana Budaya je... kekekkekek Biler lagi nak bergambar kan....

This the best picture that I can capture. Siti is there..... but beside her is not me lah.....:(

I saw this cute gal was waiting to enter the teather. Comel sangat gebu gitu :)

Belon sangat Panas

2009-04-23T16:06:00.009+08:00

The Hot air balloon was held on 19 till 22nd of March 2009 @ Putrajaya. It was a very hot day. We plan to go to the Bird Park but seem the Hot Air Balloon event was the 1st time in Malaysia so we detour our plan. Was only 5 of us on the trip. They were the OSS team (cute me Save, Azrul, Razak) , June and Oniel.

We need to be there as early as 7 am. I am the person who in charge to fetch Oniel and azrul will fetch June. I tot is so impossible the event will start at 7am. But guess wat... they really start at 7am. Below some of the pictures taken by me and the other professional photographer....

The balloons start flying around 7.30am. Im lucky got the chance to see how they make the balloons as hot as they can fly high. hehehhehehe

Lots of professional photographer taking pictures using their advance gadget . Almaklum lah my camera that im using just the cute digital camera. But im happy at least the result not bad wat ;)

Nice scenery with the big peacock.

All the balloons are starting to fly high. People are crowded watching them flying high. Guys can u see that. The long needle... kekekekk carefully dont hit it. Once u hit u be fly faster kekekke=))

Alamak ade balloons yang berlaga lak. Its the clown balloons.....

That me...... kekekekekke but i look like a preggy lady with that dress.... saba je lah :)

The OSS team with Oniel. From the right Azrul ( he is the network and security guy) alamak pakcik senyum ilang mata.... That that me the sweet girlish me kekekkekek than Oniel the Engineering Manager and the last not least its Razak our Server and database administrator. As i always terkacau and tergodek his server and dbase. Wat can i say im the programmer. Razak susah sikit nak senyum. But when he smile he look sweet as he a nice guy.

And here the macho guy. June from Philippine . The 4 macho guys that menemankan a sweet and gedik gal kekekke that me :)

The gedik and so sweet gal... This picture taken by June. Wat can i say... cant say much... Should be a model lah. kekekkekeke but wonder ade ke modeling agency want me ... hehehehheh ;)

I Like this picture. kekekkeke nak gelak lah dulu... hahahahhaha i like this picture coz my leg look slim... tak gedabak lah sangat... saba je lah kan... while waiting for azrul to fetch us to jalan-jalan round putrajaya :)

Like this picture too.... But kasut tak matching lah... kekekkeke.... acting as preggy lady while June are jumping like mad.... Infrom of the PM building......

Aksi-aksi mlompat...... Sapa lompat paling tinggi....... kekekek and jauh and melayang.....
Pakcik Azrul nie memang raja lompat jauh tang masa sekolah rendah... hasil lompatan nye tak dapat eden nak ngomen.. hehehhehehe

Tang makcik nie alkisah badan berat sangat... cant say much lompat tinggi tak kemana lah... but we were haping fun. Hope so.... Im was having fun that day... Hope them too.... Soo we be attacking the Bird park... Soooonn....

Life doesn’t seem as happy as the u show…

2009-04-23T15:36:00.003+08:00

Arrggg…………… Lots of the pass things happen and still hunting me. Should I regret what had I done before? I shouldn’t should I?? It does teach me lots of thing. Everything happen in this world cause a reasons am I rite? Hmmmm some of the thing I really regret that it involve others. I don’t mind if its only effecting me and me alone. Hmmmmmm just don’t know how to express my feeling in words. I just want to go home and sleep. At least I can forget it and start it as normal day. The head its so fulllll..............

Cooking without stove aka with microwave

2009-03-25T09:27:00.004+08:00

Since from office I were keep on thinking what to eat for dinner. I want something simple and feel like a homemade food. A simple food. Hmmm but the gas tank at home is empty and Im just lazy to go and buy the new tank as I don’t know where to buy ;)). Actually that the reasons don’t know where to buy. I just have a microwave and rice cooker. It may help isinit. Hmmmm

On my way home, I stop at a grocery market to buy some fish, and veggies. The only fish that I know is Ikan kembong and ikan Merah. So I bought Ikan kembung. I do remember pakcik Razak once told me if want to choose a fish have to check the eyes make sure its red and picit-picit sikit the fish make sure it hard. Most of the fish eyes there were not so red and I didn’t picit-picit the fish with my hand just use the spatula to picit-picit. Ok lah I plan to cook steam fish. So I bought lots of ginger, chilies, and lime. Plan to cook just simple kangkung, than the uncle ask me to take kangkung and a Indian type of spinach. If I take the 2 type of veggies it’s cheaper. So why not. Just try the Indian spinach.

This the spinach that the uncle asked me to try.... Small sangat, so i just cut out the root and wash it clean. banyak pasir

This the main ingredients for steam fish. Ginger, lime and chillies....

The fish... Not bad lah. Its fresh rasanye. Although the eyes not that red.

Since I don’t have a stove, I cooked the steam fish using microwave. Clean up the fish, slice small the chilies and the ginger. Sumbat the mix ginger and chilies in the fish tummy and around the fish. Perah the lemon and add some salt. Then put in the microwave for 3.5 min. Wallah…. here the result. Not bad kan… sodap...

The fish... sedap masam pedas ... cukup rasa lah :)

And for the Indian spinach, I remember awa did teach me a healthy cooking method. So here we are. Boil water while waiting for the water to be cooked, clean up the spinach. Once the water cooked and the spinach is clean and clear pour the hot water in to a bowl of clean spinach. Wait for a while till the spinach is cook. In other bowl, put some olive oil and salt. Toss the spinach, making sure no water left, then put the spinach into the bowl that contain the olive oil mixed with salt. Mix all and fuh here we are. A healthy food. I just used abt 2 genggam beras to cook rice. Im satisfied with the food. Homemade food.

I put hot boil water to make sure its cooked... See berasap gitu....

Serve while it hot... Menarik kan.....

My hot rice

And my companion. The monkey , duck and chicken..... Wat can i say......

My only brother getting engage!!!

2009-03-24T23:22:00.005+08:00

Around 10 o’clock I was lying down watching the fan and preparing to sleep. Before that a friend of mine calls, as I complain to him I’m so lonely. When I was dozing to sleep suddenly my sister Along called. She ask me, did I call Awa (my 2nd sister and I’m the 3rd :)). No not yeat. Ayoo bankrup owh always called Awa, Spain line. I asked Along did she called her? Yup they( Along and my broher Eim) tried to called Awa lots of time but still can’t get thru. Tot something urgent things that they want to inform Awa. Ok lah I can call her later, and wat the urgent thing. Guess wat!!!!!!!!!On Eid Last year. Awa and Paco was not around. They will be for this year.

Eim inform Along that he wanted Awa to buy some hantaran stuff for his engagement in July.
My GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I was quit shock… and Sad uwaaaaaaa. Eim is my younger brother and the only son in the family and he is getting engage.. Now left me alone. Zura my youngest sister is happily married. Sedih nye :( No one want me :(. Spontaneously I asked Along “ Along tak de ke doctor-doctor yang baik and still single for me in your hospital” She laughs… And I did add this “ Aaaa if can a doctor from a private hospital, yang kaya-kaya sikit” Ish.. its so me. Never change kekkekek…. Then both of us laughs. Ofcoz it did trigger me deep in my heart. As I always said. Im a AB blood type. Outside I will look like a happy person, but deep inside only Allah knows. Good in hiding my feeling :). Hmmmm No worry there will be a very nice guy for me out there. Kekekekke :) really hope so.

After we finished our conversation , I called Awa. Hmm dapat je. Dea org nie memang lah nak menghabis kan my phone bill. Awa Answer the call “Kipasa” and I answer her back “ Nak pei pasar malam ke” kekekekek… I closed with all of my sisters. Although ade lah tak sama pendapat and rase tak puas hati but sister will be sister. Told her the story and she laugh. We laugh and it was shocking news for us. Eim nak kawin. That good actually. He is getting older pun. He is only a year younger than me. It’s a time for him. As usual we talk a lot of thing and not to forget I actually sempat lagi asked awa to find me a nice guy from spain. Hehehehhehe saba je lah adik ku ini ;).

To get the lates detail, with out waiting any second after hang-up the phone, I call mak. Guess wat she was shock too. She doesn’t know about that. But she remembers that Eim told her, he want to buy a perfume from langkawin for hantaran. But when they were in langkawi he didn’t buy anything. Hhehhee… boy will always be boy. Mesti lah nak mak dea yang beli kekekekeke…My dad too don’t know about that. After this for sure they will koreng from my brother nye lah.

I really hope that my brother will settle down. Know his responsible towards his own family. Now he staying with my parents, the we still can’t see how responsible he is.
And i will be alone lah...... but think at the positive side, I will be anak emak yg bertambah manja kekekkekeke:)

Suke lagu nie.

2009-03-24T13:58:00.003+08:00

I fall in love with this song. Love the lyrics... so sweet...... Love to share with you guys out there.... The lyric

Sejak ia pergi dari hidupku
Kumerasa sepi
Kau tinggalkan ku sendiri disini
Tanpa satu yang pasti

Aku tak tahu harus bagaimana
Aku merasa tiada berkawan
Selain dirimu
Selain cintamu

Chorus:
Kirim aku malaikatmu
Biar jadi kawan hidupku
Dan tunjukkan jalan yang memang
Kau berikan untukku
Kirim aku malaikatmu
Karena ku sepi berada disini
Dan didunia ini aku tak mau sendiri

Tanpa terasa kuteteskan air mata
Yang tiada berhenti mengiringi
Kisah dihati

Aku tak tahu harus bagaimana
Aku merasa tiada berkawan
Selain dirimu
Selain cintamu

Chorus 2x

Dan didunia ini aku tak mau sendiri

"Hmmmm Geram"

2009-03-23T09:07:00.004+08:00

I was so excited at first to update my blog. Can’t wait to reach home. I know once I reach home the house will be untidy but I have one spot that I already clean up... the master bedroom.... but hmmm.......geram......nye... the bedroom too is untidy... need to clean up the mess. I know they want to change the door. but please lah clean up the mess too. Just think where ur sister will be sleeping when the only clean space in mess. When she took the TV she never thinks about me... It always about her. Just think if u take the TV and i be staying alone and i dont have any entertainment at home. And at ur side without TV u have a husband that will always with u while waiting for the other TV being repaired... Now for 2 week already im staying without TV. Sedih...sangat. I never complain to her. If I do pun, she will answer me without respect. I can imagine what her answer that can hurt my feeling and I still won’t get the TV kekekek :)).

The room should be as clean like this... but now... uwaaaa.........

When she moved out too, she didn’t really clean up the house. I have to do the cleaning. The kitchen with all the plates and everything at all out, her stuff still in the house. Wore drop is in mess. When she wanted to move in, she wants it urgent. i gave the house to her in a good condition. Although I was so hurt that time when she requested for the house. Less than a week notice. Pity my housemate. How sad I am I still give the house. The house is damn clean as I already paid Indonesian gals to clean the house clean and clear before the owner came home for holiday. It’s only about 2 month before she move it. So the house so clean.

As I remember when I rent out my own apartment to the guys I did clean my house to make sure its clean and they will be comfortable living in it. I really hope this time when I move in back they will do the same. Please……

Book That Make Cry

2009-03-04T18:07:00.007+08:00

last Friday... kekekkeke 27th February, i was damn lazy to go to work. More over it was the last day for Sab to be here in KL for this trip. At nite we met Sab's vendor consider our compulsory friend to meet up when Sab in KL En Basirul. kekkekeke and he will always treat us for dinner. Apa lagi mintak lah yang mahal-mahal... hehehheheh. Last nite was at the Arabic restaurant near KLCC. We had dinner was around 11pm and ended around 1am. Was so damn tired. Lapar oooo.....

After sending Sab to KL central, I went to pay some bills and drove direct to One Utama. I like the MPH there. Its big with lots of book. When I was with TV3, I always went there to read free books. Now cant. Ok my main purpose was to buy book on ASP. But cant really find the book as not a new technology anymore. Hehheheh what can I say I'm not so IT person, but with the new job, I need to do lots of programming. As I cant find the book, I found mySQL. Im not very good with Sql either so wat hell, I just buy it. I never think twice to buy this type of book but when it comes to story book I be very stingy to buy one. Hmmmmmm. So this the MySQL book that I bought

My officemate laugh just reading the tittle" mySQL in 10 minutes"

The Book that make me cry

After done paying the cashier told me that they are having a sale near the Baskin Robbins. Ok why not just look around. I was planning to buy some motivation book. I already finish reading all the books that I bought last year. Not bad the sales. I saw this book Travelog Haji. I remember my mum told me “Just buy books about Umrah and Hajj although you are not going, Insyallah Allah will open your heart and help you in your financial”. I just look thru the book. Not intended to buy I.... Then I search and search other motivation book, but my mind was with that book at the end I bought it.

This book was all about a Phd Dr who went for Hajj with his wife and sisters. He doesn't even know how to read the Quran. His journey to Mekkah was so special. Some of the chapter was really make me cry. Its not a dramatic book with all the tragic bad, tragic thing happen. It was a a very good book, a very special journey for them. I really like the book. It teach me a lots of thing about hajj and umarah. Because of thos book, I ask my mum to follow me to perform umrah this August. In the first place I was planning to go alone, as my financial is not that good. After I read the book I got an idea how to get some money to bring along my mum.I finish it in a day. I really love that book. Read it. Its a good book

My Angles

2009-02-20T17:50:00.005+08:00

Just wanted to share some of my angles pictures.... They are so cute.... Cik ina sayang man, aliff and cha-cha.... Love you guys muahhhh :*

Cha-cha on our way to wedding.... cubby gal
Aliff with sun glasess, while luqman wearing his shoes to school, and cha-cha watching him :)

Chinese look cha-cha....

little chubby cha-cha cik ina ;)

Hello aliff....

My Birthday CupCake

2009-02-20T17:06:00.002+08:00

As today I’m so hot and lazy.... I just nak menulis lah kot. I really can’t work with the heat so hot. Sweating inside kekkekekek........

Ok although my birthday was pass about 1 month and 10 days i just want to share my cupcake which I share with my current officemate and me ex officemate at TV3. The cupcake was so delicious and sweet. Bau dea sweet sangat. And it so pick as I love pink.

There an auntie make for me, I bought from her lah with a great discount. It big and the cake taste nice. Sedap lah.... If any of you guys interested just email me i will give her number. Below is my 3oth birthday with 30 cupcakes... hehehhehehe

30 cupcakes for my 30th birthday.
Cantik kan my cupcake, sweet sangat really love it.

See the rosess...

Im Hot!!!!!! Damn Hot

2009-02-20T16:39:00.004+08:00

My New place.... uwaaaa.... Am I so bad to say "I really hate my place, No cubical, no privacy and hotttttt....... I can’t feel the air-con blowing to me….and I hate sitting close to each other. With no territory "..... is it becoz i gain weight... that why I feel this hot. Dah lah kat luar panas kat dalam pun agak panas.... so hard to make me think... uwaaa...... the chair… saba je lah makcik nie. Make my neck stress…. Or because of the design of the table. Tak tau lah…. now I know how suria felt, that why she keeps on complaining abt her chair masa tak dapat good chair.
Am I so terrible, banyak songeh nye org? Am I !!!!! Maybe be before this I have a very comfortable place, and a great surrounding with a great friends. Not to say that here the friend so bad, but it’s different. I’m trying to adapt the environment. The heat really I can’t stand it. And the noise too…. Kekekkeke wat can I say.

This morning I reach office early. Kekekkek kerana kebosanan, I called sab. Kekekkekek she said “tu lah why move from a great company with a great social network to somewhere so serious.”hehehhehe.. the social here not that bad. But the people just a workaholics people. Maklumlah I nie pemalas. Wat can I say. The people are ok. But the sitting…. I hate the sitting…… Itu je I nak complaint…. Saba je lah :)

Aida A ghani.... Ingat cawan nie..... pandang cawan nie teringat hans Isac and kak Mie. kekekkekekek Rindu lah kat korang .... Miss u guys :(
This my place.... Ade lagi mug hans Isaac tu... Melepas rindu.... See how the place... Tak menarik langsung. Too open kan. hmmmm :(

Farewell party

2009-02-18T19:46:00.006+08:00

Working with TV3 is the best experience I ever had till now. Although I have been working there only for 8 months but it feels like ages I been there. The bond between the staff is so strong. Don’t k now how to express the feeling. My last day at TV 3 was 23th December 2008. Before I left the company I was damn busy finishing all the things that need to be done. I really miss them till now. Really love them so much the MIS department. We are like a family. Below some picture of us on my farewell pasrt. Thanks guy. Thanks for everything.

Development team. We start from sofia, hezrin the lady with purple scarf, nadia, suria the with pink scarf, En Elisa kite, my boss En annual, than my beloved bro Azril, my Bigger bos En Sharul, Kak kina, hmmmm mana syima she should be sitting beside ka kina, than my place, the gal with tudung coklat kekekek so called gf azril is aida… ( jangan marah aida) and my sister Kak Ba ( as im her personal PA kekeke)
El berlakon menunjukkan muke yg sedih kekekkeke…. Seraya suria memujuk el… Ala El jangan lah sedih

Suria menikmati lompat tikam nadia. Kekekekek memang sedapt lompat tikam tu. Siti nurhaliza memang suke lompat tikan kat sinie

Syima sedang menyuap lompat tikam. Semua makan lompat tikamlah… and kak kina buat muke selamba .. hehehhehe sambil nadia syok bercerita and me borposing lah pulak …. Lihat dibelakang…. en sharul lah pulak… hmmm dah kali keberapa en sharul dah pusing buffet bar tu kekekek…..

This time syima tersenyum and ka kina pun senyummmm… nadia still kusyuk bercerita, while im focusing to nadia nye cite… lihat ke belakang lagi… waaaa en sharul dah ade geng dah….geng pusing buffet bar kak Ba… hehehehhehe and ade tangan tangan gatal lah pulak….

Kak Ba sedang kusyuk berkempen….. PA baru… Puan Sopiah lah pulak.. hehehehehhe

Melambaikan tangan kepada penyokong setia ;)

Hezrin & Sopian

Syima and me... Gamba menggatal

El ngan lawak pandai nye... smabil azril kemalua-maluan mendengarnye

Nape tu El… kene cubit dengan sang suria ke…. En annual seperti biasa tetap kontrol hansome heheheheh…..

Aksi rebut camera antara Nadia and El… kekekekekkekek

Akhirnye berbaik semula...

Encik sharul…….. malu malu lak…..

My Direct Boss :) En Anual

Seksa lah pulak zainal nye. Tertonggeklah pulak...

The 3 rangers….. zainal, fizi ( now he taking my place…. Saba je lah few days before I left dah dok book

Peace to the world... Syamri

Our KJ yg ade scandal ngna maya karim kekekkekek

Dua gadis ayu... heheheh nak promote syima, She single and searching.. kekekkeke

Her requirement simple je... nak no tel, email me kekekek

Aida sorry taken by amir kekekkek... tunggu nasi minyak je nie

Mengintai dr tirai kamar

Thing Happen

2009-02-14T08:11:00.013+08:00

Yesterday I felt so sad….. and stress….. With work as usual give me tons of head ache. Too many applications need to be developed with too many business rules need to digest and too many data need to be understand. Errggg,……… can I take it… Have to take it. That what we call work :). Only 1 month and 10 days I have been here but it seems I have been working here ages already. With only this duration it make me like this…. Uwaaaa….. Hope fully I won’t look easily old cause handling the stress. Think positive, I just need to build 1 system that can be the mother of the other system. Just like when I was at MYMS, with the mother I developed, I manage to manipulate and rebuilt other system easily. No worry I can do it. GO GO Save….

Wow my diary does look like this. Budgetting till year end. But always dont look the same in real life :)

But what really make me sad arrrrggggggggggggggggg… this month budget really run away 100meter speed and my baby car admitted to hospital.

Nice view of langkawi....

Will be my mum shopping area... kekekekek

About this month budget, yes I admit I wanted to treat my parents and my brother to Langkawi. My mum always wanted to go for shopping in Langkawi. Lots thing need to buy there. I’m not a shopaholic. So I don’t mind they go without me. As long the travelling expenses is within my budget I don’t mind. Ok my sister wanted to bring her family too. No harm. But the worst thing is have to follow their timing. And this makes my budget increase more than 50%.Althought I’m not going with them…. Uwaaa… I have to pull next month budget. Sengkek makcik….. Tapi tak pe lah…. Money is just money kan. Money we can find but family no. Sabar sabar…….. And I was planning to start my saving again by this month salary, but I don’t think so. Kekekekekk gelak je lah…….

The Sarawak multidress people. hehehhehe should buy one og them when im there :)

Just look at the good side... I will have lots of travelling end of this year. Going to Sarawak this 31st July till 5th August.... Kekekke landing in KLIA at 7am yeah I can reach office before 9... kekekekkekek no worry.... yeah....... hehehhehehe. Here I come Sarawak...... We should do something adventure tau Sab nye.... I want to see everything... one whole Sarawak.... and the cute guys too.. kekekkek...

Should have one... kekekke for Aliff...

And I be going to Umrah on 8th August.... It’s too rush isn’t but that the only time that I can afford to pay.

Umrah.... Now im still learning how to perform Umrah.. yeah my reading too need to be recorrect

Cant wait to be there. Need a transformation for my self

My baby car… bucuk bucuk ia. Although I’m just driving a cute gold kelisa, I love him so much. My mum keeps on asking me to buy a new bigger car. Why I need a bigger car? This kelisa is so enough for me. The kids still can fit in my car. Luqman, Aliff and Ecah still can sit comfortably in my kelisa. Climbing here and there like monkey pun boleh lagi .I don’t want to sell it or buy a new car yet. This kelisa have been up and down with me. I love my kelisa so much. Maybe my kelisa have a feeling too. Hshows his feeling by ‘meragam’. Last Wednesday, the temperature went so high when I was stuck in the jam. Than it happen again on Thursday. It makes me worry. I went to a petrol station and check what happen to it. Hmmm the fan can’t move that why the temperature went up. I will bring to see the mechanic to see san can we do. Hope he will be ok kan baby mummy…..

Another saddest thing my good friend at last found his soul mate. Am I jealous??? Why should I? hmmm maybe I am a bit jealous. Hmm later he won’t be around for me anymore. He won’t call nor sms as frequency as before. Sad….. He didn’t tell me that he already found his soul mate, I realize when we went out that day, there was a gal calling him, he was a bit bz sms someone and suddenly he ask me how to clean up a jewelry!!!! For sure the gal ask him that…. Hmmmmm….. So now I think the best think what I need to do is be apart from him. I don’t want to bother him anymore. More over if I close with him still for sure his girlfriend will be jealous kan….hmmmm nak buat cam ne ……This is life, life have to go on,….

bestfriend.......

Pening... penin banget

2009-02-06T16:21:00.003+08:00

Got a bad headache....

tolong!!!!!! cant wait to go home.... but nak buat ape kat umah kang......

the 4th week of work

2009-01-30T14:17:00.001+08:00

It have been nearly 4 weeks I’m at my new place. Gaji pun dah habis ( kekekkeke:))) The environment not bad. This is the first time I’m working in open space as in a lab. Macam masa belajar science dulu, it just seems like a hall and lots of tables and chairs. tapi tak de lah penunu bunsen or tube tube kaca tu....No meeting rooms. So they will have meeting early in the morning, when nobody around yet. Where? Anywhere in the hall.

The people? It’s a bit international. But they are nice and friendly. Friendly hmmmmm you have to be friendly to them approach them then they will be friendly. Biasa lah tu. Its fun as it’s so flexible and you are the one decision on what you want to do. At my position lah. Other people nye post I tak tau lah. They just give a subject and do whatever you want to do and just give them a due date. But the source you have to find it yourself. Tak kisah…. Look at the good side: to get the source, need you to ask around, so I do make friend by doing that… kekkekek. but in this 4 weeks i have lots of works, arrrrrrrggggg sometimes i do get stress biasalah lah tu.

Within this 4 week I also learn to cakap Turkish. kekkekek simple simple words aje lah. Hansome = yakashikle, crazy= deli and byk lah..... but i call the guy yakashikle. kekkekek jadi memalu je. Its fun here.... Alhamdulillah i hope i will last long hre. ANd mana tau they can send me ober the sea kot..... kekekkeke berangan :) as usual lah kan... That me ;)

Health and Fitness day

2008-12-18T17:40:00.004+08:00

Health and fitness Day......

It’s a very good even. Although it didn't take 2 or 3 days it really benefits me. Lots thing I know abt health.... maybe ;).

As I won’t be long working here, and my boss didn’t give me anything much to do and most of my report for PRM and BI done without any issue. Alhamdulillah. I really take advantage from this event and I spent times at the lobby foyer. Almaklumlah kan usually I don’t dare to lepak-lapak lelama.

The first time in my life I donate my blood. God.... I was damn scary to see the needle that being poke to my hand. Ala for the small needle to check my blood type it makes me scared tooo... I am AB blood type. hehehheh No wonder I have everything in me.....

Type O -- calm, patient, in control of their emotions, strong-willed, unyielding and full of self-confidence despite a quiet appearance.

Type A -- reserved, mild-mannered, full of worry, indecisive, cautious, deeply moved by things, uncombative and self-sacrificing.

Type B -- cheerful, independent, light-hearted, talkative, sensitive, sociable, caring and flamboyant.T

ype AB -- Group B on the outside, but group A on the inside.

It’s so true..... I look happy and cheerful from outside but in the inside no one knows kan......
Then I did the health test. The Chinese traditional method. The sengseh uncle said I have some problem with my blood cycle. He is a Chinese guy from China. He was confidently speaked Chinese to me. Weird.... do I look like Chinese... if I have a fair skin I do understand lah but my skin brownish only my eyes a bit sepet like Chinese. kekekkekek then I call the other uncle sitting beside the sengseh uncle to translate it to me. Lawak lah. The same goes to the uncle who massage me (massage for free wat ;)). When he massages my friend, he was looking at me and talking Chinese to me. Telling me about the problem with my friend nye back bone. I’m confuse with the uncles from China nie.... kekekekkekekek. Agak nye orang-orang cina kat China tu pun ade yg ala-ala muke cam I kot….

I’m proud donating my AB blood today. Proud to be Malaysian.

Sweet Sangat

2008-12-16T17:29:00.005+08:00

Boleh tak syok sendiri. kekekekkeekk=)).
A vendor of mine. Sweet sangat. Sweet sangat sangat lah.... Macam 'budak sweet sangat' tu. Some of you will know lah kan sapa budak sweet sangat from UTM. Suke lah kat dea. but dont know if he still married or divorce..... But I’m hoping his a divorcée... Jahat kan.....
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today 20th Dec 2008.. he called. hmmmmm comel sangat lah... argggggg!!!!!! bosah nye.... y married guy different from single guy ha..... saba je lah. But i already promised myself that i won’t take something belong to others as i don’t wan other take from me.....

Alcatel Lucent and Kembara Sarung

2008-12-13T19:19:00.003+08:00

I’m happy working here. Yes I did complaining about the bosses and so on. Work is work kan. Here they are more to Malay environment and the entertaining part are always there. And the friendship bonds are strong. Although I’m only with them less then a year but we are so close together. Rasa macam dah bertahun keje sana. Recently I went to an interview. Not recent lah. I never wanted to move to other company but if it’s an oversea company that can send me out of Malaysia I will be so interested. Kekeke nak wat cam ne really wanted to be out…..

How was the outcome of the interview????? I got the job. I was not quit shock. I have the feeling I can get the job. They really need an IT person for that project( It’s a WiMax project under P1). Currently there are only 2 IT personals handling that project. Alcatel and Lucent is an international company. Hmmmmm what make me think twice is the salary. 50% more they offer me compare than my current salary. My current salary not that big to compare with a person who already works for 6 years. Will be working with engineers again. That good I think. But the possibility for me to be working out of Malaysia is NONE. Its ok…. Think abt the salary…… I can pay lots of my bills and I can again start traveling. Kekekke dah berangan dah. But this time if I wanted to travel I will go Mekkah lah. As I tender my resignation yesterday all the benefit is gone. My umrah package that I already pay nearly half also gone. They will re-fund back my money.

Next year 5th January I be with new company and I hope that time I manage to launch my website on my birthday 10th January. Kembara sarung… 2009 here I come :)

Cite Hantu

2008-12-13T13:00:00.006+08:00

I really wanted to write about the ghost story few weeks back. But I can’t really find the time to write. It Happen to me a few weeks back. About 3 weeks back. That time I was nomad from my friend house to other friend house. Hmmmm can’t say much about being nomad. Insyallah next year February I am staying in my own house. yeah!!!! No worry I will have a house warming again and wont forget to invite u guys .

As my mum always said that I am a person tak kuat semangat. The first time it happens to me was about 10 years back at a camping. As usual lah kan I am a person who really like to kutip-kutip bende yang pelik-pelik when I walk around. So that time I didn’t kutip any weird thing but I petik and kumpul kan bunga-bunga lalang. It was a very nice and pretty flower. Can’t resist it.
That nite I was damn sleepy and when I sleep I had a weird dream. The dream was so real and a scary one too. I wake up at I felt so nervous but still so sleepy. Everyone around me was already sleeping. When I wanted to continue sleep I felt something so heavy on top of me. I can’t even move my body even my little finger. I was damn terrified I read all the Ayat kursi and other short surah that I can remember. I don’t how I manage to wake up and sleep back again. But I remember I sleep again with the surah Yassin in my arm. This is how it started. I wont forget it.

Now days I can have the feeling if it going to happen to me. When we used to it we will be prepared. How good we prepare but if it wants to happen it happen. It happens to me at hometown, my parents house, my own house at puchong, nearly everywhere I stay. As people said “sekali dah kene akan selalu kene”,its correct. I think alhamdulillah I only saw it once when I was at my hostel room in UTM. A very dark black hairy animal.

Ok about 3 weeks back, I was staying at my friend house. For 2 days. The first nite it came in a dream and as usual after I had the dream I akan kene hempap. But this time not that bad. Maybe I used to it kan. Read the ayat-ayat alquran then it gone. Just to share, when it hempap and I struggle to get out from it, I felt like ages to get out from it. But in a real time it’s only a few minuts je. Tapi penat teramat sangat. The 2nd night was ok.

At the 2nd house was a bit worse. Not worse in term of kene himpap but the feeling. My friend she invited me to stay with her as her hubby outstation. I was staying in the guess room. It’s very nice room. I had a good sleep but early in the morning I wake up around 6am to we-we. I wanted to continue my sleep, but this time I didn’t sleep a normal way (meaning my hear at resting at the head bed), tido songsang sikit, melintang. I had a weird dream. They’re a kids running in the house with their grandparents. Pelik rasanye, than I wake up. I try to close my eyes , guest what…… I can felt something climb on the bed, as I was still laying I can felt that the mattress tu melendut as ade org naik on the bed, I was damn takut, and I can felt that it laying beside me. Terasa tangan sebelah kanan bergesel with it. That time I cant move al all. Dah kene himpap. And I can felt that it laying beside me. I was Ya Allah scared, terrified and semua lah, I don’t even dare to move y face to my right. Who knows kan. I read surah kursi and all the short surah.Alhamdulillah I was released after that. Takut sangat, why I said im damn terrified coz I can felt the movement on the bad when it wanted to lay down and I felt it beside me. Hmmmmm… What can I do. What I hope, that it wont bother in other form. Hempap hempap nie I still can accept……

Sab was here :)

2008-12-09T17:18:00.009+08:00

Sab was here on 14th of November and she will be back here again tomorrow. Tak sempat nak upload the pictures and some story that what happen when she was around here in KL.

As usual lah kan, When she's here i will be landed at her room. This time it was at Bukit Bintang area. Capitol Hotel. Not bad at all. The room is much more better than the one we landed before.(her last visit we landed at Masjid Jamek area). And the pricing was nearly the same. kekekekk I dont mind abt the pricing pun, almaklum lah UNIMAS yang baya for Sab and I'm jusy a parasit ;).

While she was here, I was quit bz with my work, banyak giler and stress giler that time. Alhamdulillah this time she have someone special to entertain her ( hmmmm cant be alhamdulilla, coz he was damn cruel to women.... all women ;). Encik X . He was nice( Just acting nice acting je yeah) 1st april 2009. And he already have our ( liza and me) bless. kekekekkekeke.( We regret to give the blessing......) 1st April 2009

Liza with hubby and kids were visiting her too at the hotel. But this time we did landed at liza's house. Her brand new house. Beso you..... takut makcik. Hall ade air-con lagi. Almaklumlah in now he is a very successfull tokeh air-con. Nantie he can sponser us ( me and Sab) air-con as a wedding gift. kekekekekk berharap lah. Insyallah.....

Below some of our pictures taken when Sab was here. Tak sempat nak ambik gamba boypren sab. nantie-nantie yeah. And kite org tak gie Melaka pun. As i was damn bz we had to cancel the melaka visit. heheheheh enjoy the pictures :)

At Liza's house. Nengok TV belakang tu... Beso ooo. Takut makcik. Pada suatu masa dahulu I was the slimest among them. But now......

3 of Us. With liza's kids. Comel gak i nie yeah. tak de muke umuq 30 pun. Another 1 month i will be 3o years old :(. Less then 1 month pun .....
Sab with Liza's youngest son. Ade tokoh mak Sab nie.
Sab malu-malu kucing konon. kekekekkeke =))
Liza with her kids at Sab's hotel room.

Nite view from Sab's room

Morning view

Lately.....

2008-12-02T00:02:00.003+08:00

SORRY HAD TO DELETE THE STORY...... SINCE I WANT EVERYONE TO READ IT, I HAD TO DELETE THE CONTAIN..... TAKUT NANTIE MENYAKITKAN HATI ORG LAIN ;)

What Type of a boss we wanted to be?

2008-12-01T23:10:00.003+08:00

Which statement that we like to hear from a boss
A)
"I think we have a huge knowledge gap here and a serious big one. I would very much like to recommend training on this module and other module for that matter. There are certain areas we overlook (eg. design is not detailed, SP not clear). To ensure that we we have what it take to be a development house, we'll require a proper plan and proper development architecture.
No need apologising, we'll just to need to look forward on how to overcome this and other similar incident in near future."

Or
B) In Facebook : "Need to go home, and dis-stress .... takder mood nak bagi nasihat pada team lagi ... hope they can eat the pains........."

Lagu baru :)

2008-11-19T13:47:00.004+08:00

Sorry lah lately im so bz body and stress. But have the chance dengor lagu.
Sesuai ngan us lah Rad. But we r opposite kan..... Enjoy.

Jason Mraz
Lucky lyrics

Do you hear me,
I'm talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky oh my, baby I'm trying
Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Oooohhhhoohhhhohhooohhooohhooohoooh

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music, feel the air
I'll put a flower in your hair
Though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ooooh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

IM SO STRESS LIKE HELL TODAY

2008-11-13T12:26:00.001+08:00

Busy..busy body :p

2008-11-11T22:56:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow till end of the week i will be bz. Actually starting from Monday dah busy but lazy. What can I do..... kekkekek..... Lots if reports yang bounce back to me. Mostly Cosmetic problem. Bosan lah. I hate tidies work nie. Yang kecik-kecik and remeh2 nie. Its so not me .

Sab coming tomorrow from Sarawak. Im such so happy. Best sangat. My best friend is coming and staying till end of the week. Will sleep over at her hotel as usual lah kan. She the only fren yang still single and have the same frequency. Others dah kawin and yang single lak frequency sangat berbeza. Kekekek as usual malam-malam we gossip gossip about lots of thing.

We are going to Melaka this Saturday, attending my ex-officemate nye wedding. She came for my sister nye wedding. So I should came for her, to congrats her. Then maybe we will lepak-lepak at my uncle house in Melaka or we will visiting “bakal ibu mertua Sab” kekekekke… Insyallah.
And my plan for Sunday jenjalan kat Ikano and Bandar Utama. Hehehhehe although nearly every single day I’m there, but for Sab kite jenjalan lagi. So I will continue writing next week. See you…..

Dambaran Cinta

2008-11-11T17:38:00.002+08:00

This song a bit catchy & cute... sesuai je with me... kekekekekekke

Dambaran Cinta

Gincu merah jambu
Anting-anting baru
Celak berhias dandan oh moleknya harum

Tumit tiga inci
Lenggok mengatur langkah bak kucing
Meniti hari

Tidak banyak beza
Kalangan wanita
Namun kuberdiri dengan kaki ini

Namun hati ku membisik berbicara
Diselubungi sepi
Mengapa..

(Korus)
Ku miliki permata
Sedang hati ku masih lagi tak berpunya
Kata hati
Ku dambarkan hanyalah oh cinta.. cinta

Kesempitan waktu
Dengan janji temu
Tak berkesempatan
Membelai jiwaku

Tidak banyak beza
Kalangan wanita
Namun kuberdiri dengan kaki ini

Namun hati ku membisik berbicara
Diselubungi sepi
Mengapa..

(Ulang Korus)

Melihatmu ku teruja ( sapa lah agak nye.... for me hans kot... but..kekekek)
Kurelakan, Dambarkan, Gagahkan, Perlukan, Inginkan
Oh cinta
Oh yeah

Wanita

2008-11-11T16:54:00.002+08:00

I like this song... Sweet and so true..... Im not a big fan of Siti. But i really like this song.

Aku wanita punya hati nurani
Yang tak dapat dibohongi
Pabila cinta telah membutakan mata
Dan membuat tuli telinga

Apakah salah jika aku menyinta
Apakah salah jika engkau ternyata
Pilihan hati belahan jiwaku ini

Cintaku ini anugerah terindah
Dari yang Maha Kuasa
Cintaku padamu tak pernah berubah
Meskipun kita berbeza

Chorus:
Aku wanita aku kaum hawa
Yang memang rapuh hatinya
Aku wanita aku punya cinta
Selayaknya manusia

ha a a...

Satu yang ku mahu
Ku wanita...
Yang hanya perlu kau fahami

Wanita... ooo...
Ku wanita... uuu...
Wanita...

Quotes of the day

2008-11-11T14:43:00.000+08:00

the beauty of life does not depends solely on how happy you are but how happy others can be..because of you.

The birth of my 2nd son

2008-11-11T08:03:00.003+08:00

Alhamdulillah, at last my 3rd kids delivered in Kuala Lumpur. The first son too was registered in Kuala Lumpur only the daughter in Selangor. She can’t do much she has to stay put in Selangor. Kekekekek….. After 9 months thinking about having him, at last I make it come true. Registered on Friday 7th of November 2008. Conceived on February or march kot. Hmmmm tak ingat lah but most probably in March. Early this year I was thinking much on business. My own business under my name and belongs to me. Fully mine. Alhamdulillah last Friday I make it happen. After lots of reading, thinking and lots of things happen I need to make a starting point for me to make the first step. So this is my first step and this is my milestone to make thing happen my way. When I received his birth certificate I was so happy. Its got my name and my baby name. Insyallah we will do it.

In my family my brother and me love to do business. I’m just the same as my uncle; we have the semangat towards business. He already starts lots types of business till open a factory. But luck is not in his side. He didn’t make it, but he always advice me on business. And adviser. One of his son now doing well in business although he still studying. And I’m too an art lover. I do lots of painting too, I stops when the university offer me Computer Science instead of architecture. (merajuk lah kengkonon masa tu). The love of art come from my dad. He is an artist before. He paints a lot of unique and beautiful drawing. Mostly an abstract painting. So I like art and I do read art from my dad painting. But of cause I don’t know the well-known artist. Kekekkekek. Should I know them.. naa….

Combination art and business, I’m opening a small company that more on batik. Selling and designing batik.
Kembara Sarong……

Why kembara Sarong?
I wanted my son to be a good traveler. I love traveling and I want him to love it too. Travel more than the mommy can afford to do. Feel and expend to the other side of the region. Go as far as possible. There is no limit; I want him to fly as far as he can go. Sarong? Something to cover with. Everything need to cover with something isn’t? … its sarong. I want the sarong to be uniquely design, that why I choose batik. In Malaysia it’s a command things, but not in out of Asia. I’m trying to market my son to Europe, Middle East and to India too. This is my plan for my son. Insyallah I will start running it in January. It will be Internet base. Once I put my web I will inform all.

Although he is not as expensive as my 1st son (my kelisa) or my daughter (my house) but I will make sure it will be at the end it will be the most expensive asset that I ever had. Insyallah. I need to be more serious. (kekekekekekek :p)

Congrats Polis Malaysia

2008-11-11T07:54:00.005+08:00

It was Sunday 3pm 9th November 2008 in Klang. Was driving from zura’s house with my parents after visiting wedding at Sejangkang. Kekekkeek the policeman called me again. At first I refused to answer the call but he called me the 2nd time. Good news. I was shock although I won’t get my money back but I’m satisfied and I quit impress with the Police Malaysia. Congrats Police Bukit Aman by doing a very good job. Tabik spring lah. I really salute you guys. Its quit fast they solve the case. It’s a small case that reported by un-important people and they solve the case. I’m so happy. They caught 5 Negro guys. Hmmmmm those 5 guys are the ones who involve in my Internet fraud case. As I always said “ What go up will come down and what goes around will comes around”. Don’t ever do bad thing to others, as it will come back to you.

I’m happy although I lost quit a sum of money and this really teach me a lesson. In business or real life s we cant really trust each other. I’m happy. Gembira sangat….. I wanted to ask a lot of questions to the policeman but I was driving and my phone battery was low. But I really satisfied with the police, terasa worth-it we pay the income tax.

But today i need to go to the police station again. hmmmm but i told the policeman i dont want to meet them. Scary ohhhh...

Dubai

2008-11-10T14:29:00.010+08:00

It’s nearly 2 years after the visit to Dubai. It was the most memorable holiday and the best holiday I ever had. I missed Dubai so much, cant wait to go there again. I don’t any one there but I felt that I have the bond. Rindu sangat. The weather the environment the people and everything about Dubai. The first day at dubai, I met a new friend. He was being nice to me. Orang buat baik kite balas baik lah. He brings me around a short tour in Dubai. He showed me around the beach, at Jumeirah I think. Cantik giler lah the beach. Dah lah sejuk giler. I hate beach (as usual lah dah lah panas and make me dark kan) but (was on early 1st January musim sejuk) it was sejuk when the wind blow best nye. The wave and the sand such so beautiful. SubahannaAllah, cantik sangat. Wish I can swim that time tapi segan lah pulak nantie kang what will the people say kan.

Taken directly after i took the cab from the airport. Muke bangun tido.....

View from my window hotelSenja from my hotel. Not that senja lah around 5pm kot

Then he bring me to the market opposite my hotel. Was staying at St George Hotel. I like the market. Lots of traditional stuff and unique things. I like those unique stuff, but my purpose go there just to have fun not shopping so I didn’t buy lots of things. The market was so crowded with human. Then we had lunch and we took boat to cross the creek back to the hotel just opposite the creek. It cost 50cent je. Cheap kan. To cross the creek not that far lah. Abt 1km je kot. But if we drive just to cross the creek wow it takes hours as the jam in dubai teruk giler. He send me back to the hotel and I had some rest. Around petang I walk around the hotel area. Visiting the herbs market, the market that near my hotel je, walking distance. In front the hotel seems like a port for fisherman and hantar2 barang lah. Biler petang tu kan ramai yang berpusu2 kat sana. With the birds, tak tau lah burung ape and the sea smell. As a female tourist that traveling alone, I felt comfortable. Macam selamat je lah. A muslim country and im wearing head scarf so maybe they do respect me tak kacau2.

Jalan- Jalan petang hari... Depan St George hote.

Opposite the creek, ade masjid. But tak sempat solat sana.

But I was quit shock when I went into a small kedai runcit. All were guys inside the kedai runcit. Segan nye… malu sangat. I do understand it’s a muslim coutry kan women maybe day time tak kuar. Tot I wan to have some food in the simple restaurant ala-ala warong kan, but my god semua lelaki. For sure lah I tak masuk kedai. Since I know day time the women wont be around, for the week in Dubai I tak take lunch. Diner usually with my new friends. So tak lah segan sangat, with the local kan. And for breakfast I ate alot and tapau my breakfast from the hotel and my lunch I ate the break that I took from the breakfast tu je. I just jenjalan and eat on the road lah. That the best part traveling alone. No need to worried about others. Alhamdulillah while I was there, I met some new friends that really help me in my transportation. Budget betol lah.

Infront of the oldest mosque at Jumeirah. There was a death that time so ade masjis tahlil kot ala-ala camtu lah so i dont manage to get in the mosque

Nice kan the Burj Al Arab... But too expensive to be there. Dari jauh je lah

And I travel with the public transportation. The bus to Sharjah, the boat to cross the creek the taxi. Kat Sharjah kan masa petang kan ramai orang at the bus station. Remind me the time when I was schooling at klang. Ambik bus balik umah sekolah petang. Dah maghrib kan banyak burung pulang and the sound kan, exactly same like at Sharjah. Tapi tak de burung , ramai org je lah. Takut tu for sure as im alone kan but alhamdulilah nothing happen. At SSharjah I visited about 4 to 5 museums. There have more then 10 kot, tapi tak sempat nak wat cam ne. At one of the musium I met this one uncle. The guy who take care the house of Naboodah. Bait al Naboodah. He was so nice to me. Showing here and there, tell me the story abt the house, there were other tourists but he was focusing on me. I felt serba salah gak so I joint with the other tourist for him to entertain the others too. At the end of the visit he invite me to have some tea with him. Uncle kan I felt guilty to reject so I accept the invitation. We have a very nice tea in his office. He makes it himself. Guna fresh milk lagi tu. I don’t drink milk but it was yummy sedap entah apa dea dah jampi. Kekekekke. We had a small chat. He told me abt his family so I told him mine too. A very nice uncle and I called him Uncle Muhamad Thani. I still contact him. He still calls me once a while. My mum do worried when I told her abt him, takut pakcik tu berkenan kat anak dea nie. Kekekkeke… I respect him as uncle kan so I’m not worry. He invited me to come there and he willing to pay the expenses. Giler ape ke. I reject bebaik insyallah when I have the correct timing and the money is ok I will be visiting him again. Another thing that I like at Sharjah was the people. When I was praying the mosque kat the town kot make me like the people. I pray for zohor 1st then asar berjemaah. When Asar time the woman make the barisan so I joint one of the group. All were wearing black. Their pudrah and jubah. Only me wearing my telekong putih gitu, so obvious lah im not local. Masa sembahyang tu kat maybe I regerak sikit so tak bersentuh bahu and ade gap between, the gal next to me pull me closer to her making sure there is no gap. That is the correct way. Making sure no gap in between so the setan tak kacau. I was quit shock, kalau kat sinie kan when I pray berjemaah kan, setiap sorang ade sejadah sendiri, so no one masuk sejadah org lain. It shows that ade sesangat lah gap tu. Rindu sangat the moment masa solat kat sana. Still can remember the environment in the mosque the pretty, sweet faces of arab gals and their politeness. Hmmmm Insyallah I will visit again.

Bait Al Naboodah. The house of Naboodah family. One of the museum

Just a pic.... Maybe the Al Naboodah nye head kot.... Lupe lah gamba apa nie ...

Boys were playing football infron of the museum. Macam ade housing area je...

One of the fort kat SharjahI kat one of the bigest Mall in Dubai yang ade Ice Skating. Lupe lah nama mall tu. hmmm...

I went to the desert too. Kat mana ha, sempadan Oman and UAE. Wow best giler with the jeep. Macam naik roller coaster. Best lah. Sempat lah menjerit menjerit sakan. My trip there was with a Kenya family. As I’m alone kan than the tourist guide put me with the Kenya family. They were a very nice people. They have 2 kids gal and boy. At least I’m not alone in that trip. After the roller coaster journey, we went back to Dubai. I had a camel journey. Naik camel lah pulak. While im there, I have to try everything kan. I wear the women’s costume ala-ala perempuan arab bermata biru hehehhehehe…. Then the henna. But I put it on my upper arm. So tak lah perasan sangat. And the best part we watch the belly dancing. That why we had to come back to Dubai. Only in Dubai territory, allowed belly dancing and alcohol. Out of Dubai cannot. No wonder in the hotel im staying they have their own nite club and kekekekek lots of sexy gals in and out. Hehehhehe… perasan gak. My friend cakap the gals mostly Russian.

I Love this picture...... cam lawa je kan. kekekekkekek. kat Museum Dubai
Me with the camel... Gigi tajam ooooo

Me as an arab gal...Alim gitu ;)
At the desert... Nak senja masa tu..... After the roller coaster

Banyak tempat lagi I visited, to the ICT center, visits the Al Burj, kat luar-luar je lah. Its not enough for 6 days in dubai. Insyallah soon I will visit dubai again. In my previous post after my visit to Dubai I didn’t tell much abt the visit kan. But still after 2 years its still fresh in my memory. But most of my new friends that I make in dubai dah lost contact. Thanks to them. They really help me a lot and really save my budget. I missed Dubai……..

Will came again... For sure

The Desert Land

The Metropolitan

Business......

2008-11-04T19:19:00.005+08:00

This time it’s for serious ( every time oso serious wat!!! :p). I wanted to have my own biz with my own company name. I know sometimes i just being "hot hot chicken shit" ( kekekkek hangat-hangat tahi ayam) but i need to think for the better future. I’m tired with doing programming. kekekke and one more thing I’m not the person who like to sit in front of the pc for one whole day. I like to go around and doing PR. hehehheheh....Sales and marketing is my line kot but I just dont have the chance or the correct company.

I just ask my friend to register my own company under enterprise first. Later will be Sdn. Bhd. Insyallah. For the first step I’m creating my own website. hmmmmmm Quite sometimes, about 10 years I stop developing any website. Now a bit berkarat but ofcoz I will make it happen. Secondly, I have found a couples of vendors that willingly to help me. Didn't filter them yet. Thirdly I already have 2 advisers ( free of charge) they are a very good in their lines and a good friens of mine. But the main thing that i didn’t do is the market survey ;P. I know I can penetrate some places as I have a network there. Insyallah....... Please do pray hard for me…

Baby Liza

2008-11-03T17:13:00.005+08:00

Sorry Liza. Forgot to put ur pictures. The new born baby. Lupe lak nama dea....kkkekek Ashraf... Love that name. Nampak cam manly je kan name dea.

.... Ashraf .....
What were they doing??? kekekkekeke

Know wat.... One of the guest cakap im her younger sister.... Bangga sebab i look younger. kekekekke. Jangan marah za :)

Us.....

MIS Open House

2008-11-03T13:06:00.005+08:00

I attached picture je lah..... Have a nice window viewing :)

Hezrin and Joanne
Nadia, El & Me

The guys with baju raya... Sporting kan :)

Some of the foods. i make the chocolate cake... Yang paling Ujung. Sapa nak order leh contact me. kekekekke

The guests

Our CTO in brown baju kebaya

Ameen... jejaka idaman ... errrrr!!!!!

The boys again ;)

The camera man. En El kite

En Said and Suria.....

Our big boss... Lelaki melayu terakhir. kui kui kui

raye2 pun ada small discussion lagi ke bos?

Lihat lah ke awan... ade UFO u...

Me and Aida

Zainal... Pekerja contoh

My Officemate

The Kebaya girls

kekekekk...Kemaruk ambik gamba...

Pose maut....kui kui

Gamba ke-ayu2an.. hehehehe

Oct Babies

2008-11-03T11:08:00.006+08:00

I was quite so bz last month. I think this month too. My date due for PRM & BI reports is 1st Dec 2008. Since I need to re-do & re-do the reports I pun dah lost count which one come first. It make me bored when I need to re-do it again and again which the requirements keep on changing. Hmmmmm nak wat cam ne. Itu lah keje namanye ;).

Ok last month my good friend Hafizah Mansor gives birth to a lovely baby gal. Khaira Sofie pure goodness (Ketulusan Kebaikan… something like that lah). She is 2.8kg and so small. Congrats Pijah. This year is your year. Married on January, move to new house on September and give birth to a healthy and cute baby on November. Suke sangat pijah im so happy for you. Do u remember a year before (2006 I think so). Was a very sad year for us kan. Kekekekekek ingat lagi that time rasa macam stupid sangat. But the sunshine shines on you first. I know it will shine on me soon or later. Congrats pijah and Zaki.

Welcome Khaira Sofie..... Such an angle you are.

So Sweet. You have your mum jelingan manja eyes :). Tapi jangan garang-garang sangat.

........So Sweet.......

And my so called close client Mr. Yusuf. He is like a brother to me. All problem regarding business and sometimes personal I will ask an advice from him. At last after 5 years waiting, Alhamdulillah his wife Kak Hawa deliver a very cute baby gal. 3.8 kilo and Sara Seroja the name that specially made for her. I really like the name.Seroja, its such so classic kan. It’s a combination of their mothers name (Sara, kak hawa’s mom name, Sarojini Mr Yusuf’s mom name). Congrats guys.

Sara looks exactly like her father. Anak bapak lah :)

Crying baby . Comel sangat

Raya Jalan-jalan Deepawali

2008-11-01T22:26:00.007+08:00

Since Syawal is still on and kite org tak abis beraya lagi, Puan Sofia kite organize the session. Jalan-jalan beraya sakan. It was held on the Deepawali day. Just jalan-jalan beraya atually. Visiting the bosses’ house. Mengeratkan ikatan silatulrohim. Kutip duit raya for the kids. It was fun. But penat giler. I bring along Luqman and Aecah. They girls we impress that I can handle those two kids. Actually it should be Aliff tapi he doesn’t want. But the truth is I’m damn tired. Penat giler. Dah lah Aecah tu bersemangat wajar kan. Penat Cik Ina dok dokong depa no… But Bangga lah…. Orang cakap Aeceh comel dan amat bersemangat… Nak wat came ne. Tengok lah makcik dea yang comel lagi lawa lagi cute.. kekkekekeke (nak wat cam ne naik lif kan tekan sendiri).

We start the journey at 8.30am. I met Sofia at Petronas Mutiara Damansara. Sofia bring along her husband (Gejoe) and cute son ( Mikael). Comel sangat her son. He seems a very soft and gentle type of boy. To compare with Man and Aliff… Hmmmm bebudak tu sangat ganas.

Aecah yang comel lagi bersemangat. Tengok lengan dea, berlipat lipat gitu.

The first house is Suria nye rumah. Jauh gak lah for me. Suria making Nasi lemak for breakfast. Sepatut nye ade ayam dinding ( I also don’t know at is ayam dindin. Sofia dok cite kehebatan ayam dindin suria). Tapi tak de. Nasib baik tak kempunan batu belah ( ala-ala cinta batu belah kat TV3 tu lah ) She replace it with lots type of sambal. Ade sambal Udang, sambal ikan bilis and sardin. Suria hidang with her brand new dinner set Vantage gitu. Cantik cantik….. English Classic. I like. And not to forget her brand new penghidang lauk yang ade tutup tu. I don’t know wat we call it. She bought at Langkawi. Berbaloi makcik Surianye. That the first time I saw suria husband (Shukri) and her cute son. I fall in love with Adam nye mata. Comel sangat. And he seems a very soft and gentle boy just like Mikael. After all of us there ( Kak Ba and sons ( Zahir and Zafran the boys agak ganas sikit cam Man and Aliff lah), Kak Mie, Aida and her sister) we bergerak to kak Ina house.

Mikael.. A hansome young boy

Comel nye adam. Nak prepare pakai baju raya..... Cute kan.

Adam lagi.... Mengintai dari bawah tangga...

Husband Sofian and the kids. Cam kat nursery je

Kak Ba and her son..... Tengok lah the enviromen of the house. Sekali pandang confirm its a nursery. kkekekekkekek

Wow Kak ina nye umah sangat cantik sekali. Besar and the kids love it. Spacious. Kak Ina’s husband is a businessman(lupe lak his name). Her son satu geng with Mikael. They go to the same nursery. The kids running up and down left and right. Maybe they design it for their kids to dun around. Kak Ina making roti jala for the adults and tuna pasta for the kids. At her house tak sempat merasa any food. The kids too active. Penat nak melayan. I wonder how the parents yang ade ramai anak. Penat nye. It make me think twice to hava kids. Kekekkekek….

Cantik kan.. Comel bebudak nie. best fren....

I like this picture. Terang and nice. At Kak Ina's hall. Actually the lighting masa tu gelap. But suke lah gamba nie....

Around 2pm we bertolak to our boss nye house. Encil Anual. He cooked a lot. Not him lah his wife yang masak. They just got a new baby girl. We bought something for the baby. Her name is Zara. Really love the name. Strong and sweet. This is his 4th princess. No worry En Anual berusaha lagi, who knows the 5th one will be a prince kan. Rezeki, we just don’t know. Im so lucky when we reach En Anual’s house Aecah is sleeping and continue sleeping while Man dah penat. Resting. The other kids pun masa tu semua dah puncit. Giving chance to the parents to makan-makan. I ate a lot there I tried everything. Sedap and pedas. En Anual cakap orang jawa tahan pedas… tak semua kekekkekeke….

Kat rumah En Anual. Dea tak de dalam gamba... Wakil his were the daughter and wife. Im damn tired to take picture with them. Dah pancit cant even moreover Aecah dah bangun and she a bit cranky.......

So the next house is the big boss Puan Zue. I cant manage to go. Tired giler. But the others went as most of our officemate were there. Hmmmm Tak dapat bertemu with El’s daughter. His daughter so comel sangat. Tak pelah. I went home dengan keadaan kepenatan and terus pengsan. The mother take care of them. But before that I manage to bring Aliff jenjalan. Pity him tak ikot. Bring him to McDonald…… End of the day…..

Aecah tengah cranky... She not in her mood... LAgi pun i didnt bring along her extra botol susu. kekekke... Do i look fat in this picture. My fren complaining that i look damn fat. Sedih nye.

Thanks Aunie Sofia for the Duit raya. Nak gie McDonald nie ;)

Sungai Pahang & which company......

2008-10-31T11:26:00.012+08:00

While at Pahang, singgah lah sat to Lea’s hometown. That was the first time in my life nampak sungai Pahang. Siap melintasi sungai lagi tu. Wanted to stop and take picture by the Pahang River, hmmmm tak dapat lah, since bawak budak kecik a bit hard lah. I ask Lea just snap some pictures of the Pahang River. Ok lah buat kenangan. Nasib baik tak berenang kekekekke. Lea told me, when she was still kid, her sibling and her mandi sungai pahang gitu. Masa tu bekalan air tak dea. That time the water tak lah warna the tarik mamak gitu. Its was cleaner since most of the villages using the water.

Atas jambatan Sungai Pahang.... Kalau kat Sungai Kelang tu kan Jambatan dea lagi cantik .. kekekekk sabo je lah :)

From infront Lea's house. Tak lah jauh sangat fro them to mandi sungai. Ala-ala best gitu. Dulu ada tangga tanag buatan sendiri. Lea cakap lah. For them to turun mandi. Cuci baju gak kat sana. Masa i was kid, zura and i always berangan cuci baju tepi sungai wal hal we were in the toilet. We have a good imagination. kekekekke

Jambu merah depan rumah lea..... Manarik untuk dimakan

Ade kerbau ngan anak nye sedang menyusu ibu. kat Pahang kalau kenduri kendara they prefer dagung kerbau than daging lembu.

Haziq yang hanya memakai cawat... Tak perasan Auntie save candid his picture :)

While resting at lea’s home Awa called….. as usual sister talk lah. Lama tak chatting with her. Awa and Paco still with no baby yet. Tak pe tak de rezeki lagi. Moreover Paco and Awa is studying and working. If they have baby its quit hard for them to manage everything. They planning to came back to Malaysia. Settle down here in Malaysia. It’s a very good news. Best nye if my sister balik balik. I really miss her. Best having her around. But only she can get paid RM10k a month and as well as Paco too. I don’t think so its hard for them to get that salary. Base on their experience and education level. Insyallah they will get. I will help them. Mana tau ade rezeki in Malaysia for them. She ask me “ How your new job?” kekekk not so new lah quit sometimes already. Dah confirm dah makcik. I answered her “ Which company that force you to have fun doing working hour? They entertain you by bringing artist and celebrity to you. Making sure you enjoy. Kekekekke” Yup the company having “ Raya Open Day” to celebrate the Eid Mubarak for the staff. Nearly one full day not working enjoying ourselves. Best kan. Of coz date due for assigment still remain the same. Its so fun working here. I admin stress memang stress but the way the company treat the staff berbaloi with the work. Awa happy for me.
Some picture of our working fun day. I took some picture with the artists and the TV celebrities.

My small bro kat opis.... memula masuk Baik je. pendiam gitu. lelama boleh tahan gak pakcik nie. Tak padan kecik... kekekekke

My boss En Anual... Teaching us how to lipat tisu ala2 kat hotel gitu. He was doing part-time job masa study dulu

Pakcik Amin.... Nak inteprem gak... kui kui kui
The gals in MIS Dept......

Dikelilingi oleh gadis ayus...... Shida or shila(anak Andi Lala) & Ayu. They were the finalist for One in the Million.... Kurus2 banget depa tu...... kat TV nampak cam berisi kat luar kurus giler. I wonder if I masuk TV mesti muke pun tak cukup muat. kekekekkeke

kekekkeke Jejaka tampan.... hmmmmm are they???? Ely Iskandar and Faizal FBI. Biler lagi nak gambo ngan dea org. Memang koje satu tempat jumpe tetiap hari but they dont even know me... kekekkeke

Nie kene paksa ambik gamba. Force Puan by Sofia kite nie. Was bz cari food then suddently Sofia asking me take picture with Encik Rahman (GMD). Giler ape nak ambik gamba berdua. kang gossip satu company. Wat else I force she join us. He is single, konon makcik sopiah nak kenen2 kan ngan i leh tu. But no lah... cannot one. kekekkeke

With Nita. Boleh tahan gak I nie kan. Not bad lah.....

With JJ. Abg JJ kite tu. He hav a very good voice.

Faizal AF 2. Ok lah pakcik tu. Friendly gitu. Ghanu kito.....

My God. We dont know who was he at the first place. Me, sopiah and hezrin lah. Almaklum lah. People keep on asking to take picture with him. I pun ape lagi. Apa yang make me interested coz he so tall. Damn tall. Guess who is he..... He is Nubhan, now his song byk lah kat corong2 radio gitu. So ape lagi kite org pun ambik kesempatan.... Ish teruk betol I nie. Kemaruk ambik gambar with the artis. What the first question I asked him " Adik nie bape tinggi?" 182cm..... My God he so talll......

Yatie's wedding

2008-10-31T07:40:00.006+08:00

Haryati Musa. I known her since my first year in UTM from Liza. Liza's block-mate, Block H23. And I move to that block in my 2nd year and she was the head of the block that time. She a very nice very very nice person and sangat manja. I felt like at home when I was with her. Sama-sama manja kan so on je lah. I nie suke tido bilik dea, moreover she staying alone and always invite me to lepak-lepak with her. We like to play makeup makeup (macam small kids kan) and I do my assignments or study in her room. That time I cant stand with my roommate ( tak sebulu and she like to bring her friends lepak in the room watching movie till early in the morning. I can’t concentrate on my study. Almaklumlah suke study malam. That the reasons for that semester I fail kan one of my subject and I moved to other block H5. Yati know why I moved to other block) .

Ok back to yatie’s story every time when I lepak and sleep at her place she always play with my ears. Suke sangat. Dea kata biler gentel-gentel my cuping telinga make her sleep. I miss old times.

Last 25th Oct was her wedding day. We lost contact for nearly 10 years. Lama giler. I met her online was about early October. She adds me in Yahoo Messenger. So jejak kasih lah alkisah nye. You know before she invites me to her wedding dea cakap nak buat reunion H23. Konon-konon je hmmmm . Sabo je lah. She said she worried if she told me the real reasons I wont geng lagi ngan dea. Almaklumlah single person mana geng ngan married women. Mana ade nye. For me semua pun sama. The only different is I tak leh lah ajak u lepak2 selalu when ur hubby around. Most of my friends are married so I know the rules. Kekekkekek . No worry. Hehehehhe

Last 25th Oct I went to her wedding kat Tring Pahang with Lea and her son ( Haziq). Almaklum lah kete auntie save nie kocik nye. So we traveled using my baby Kelisa to Pahang. Jauh banget perjalanan tu. And Haziq vomit in my car twice. Masa nak pergi and on the way balik. Saba je lah. Nak buat cam ne. Budak kecik and maybe haziq tak biasa travel naik kete kecik and maybe becoz of the road gak kot. Penat lah gak. From KL about 10am and we reached there about 12.30 pm. Ok lah kan. After 10 years Yatie look so different. She slim down abit and bertambah cantik. She a counselor at one of the school in Bentung. Cantik sanga. And her hubby kan comel. Shorter then her and I think Yusuf a funny guy same like her. Just judge him from the face lah but I don’t know the truth lah. At the wedding we met Midah. She forgot about me. And guess what sekarang midah bergaya. Tudung dah selempang2 dah but still tutup dada. Dulu alim sangat. Now she married with a son. Hmmmmmmm…… Im so happy for everyone. Below some picture enjoy…..

Yatie tengah di andamkan. This angle sebijik macam muka muda-muda dulu.. I recognizethis face

Me and yatie. Masa tengah mengandam.... Kacau lah sikit... dulu mekap sesama sendiri now ade yg make up kan.... I hate my eyes amat sepet... :(

Pengantin baru nak masuk rumah. Look closer to yatie's hubby. He look friendly and funny. Moga bahagia sehingga ke akhir hayat. Amin
Lea, haziq and yati.... Bergamba ngan pengantin baru

Me again wit yatie...

Policeman....

2008-10-30T06:56:00.000+08:00

Lots of unexpected things happen last week. With my office work and unnecessary work that I shouldn’t do. Think before do something. Hmmmm what can I say, “ benda nak jadi”. It was consider the most expensive lesson that I had to pay. Internet Fraud. Business online and easily trust unnecessary people. When think back I was with logistic department for nearly 2 years but I still being cheated in the logistic part. Sabar je lah. Maybe that day I was so busy with meetings and at the same time the stupid courier guy. What had happen can’t be rewind but it is a lesson that need to be remembered. The first big lessons don’t trust people easily.

But one other thing that makes me I realize that I have very good and supportive friends around me when I really in need. Last year with the other group of friends were around and supporting this year too. Alhamdulillah. I really thank to Allah that give me a treasure of friends. Actually being nice to people Insyallah other will be nice to u too. Only some of stupid and bad people will come on and off. They will be around. Just remember what go up will come down and what goes around will come around.

Okay back to my story, I make a police report the day after at TTDI regarding the fraud and they transfer me to PJ Police Station. I really hate when people use a high tone when talking to me. Seems like scolding. Yes I admit that I make mistake. But did I use a high tone when talking to you? I was doing my best to be nice but why nak marah-marah. I’m so frustrated with the detective. Nak marah-marah je. Da……. Menyampah. I don’t know why when we make report one stupid question they will ask, “Why do you want to make a police report?” Stupid kan…… What a question my dear? Tak suke-suke je nak buat report… Boleh. I was so irritated with some of the question they asked. I don’t know one of the questions that I answered was, “ Sebenarnye saya malas nak buat report-report nie. Tapi sebab kawan-kawan paksa saya buat je. Kalau tidak saya tak buat nye”. Than I look at my friend who accompany me to the police station. He just smiles. After some Q and A seems the detective printing the report then I ask, “ Is that all”. I just can’t wait to go out from the station. Then he said, “ Tak, tunggu and borak-borak kejap lah”. Arrggggg sabar je lah. Then he was talking with my friend and I just buat muke sengeh-sengeh toye. It was late around 11.30pm. I was damn sleepy. Around 12 we went off.

Guess what, Tuesday morning the detective called me. He requested for the IP address. I told him I just can text message him but he insists to meet as he said he want the hard copy. Ok for the investigation, I can do it. Professional kan. He didn’t contact me and I was so busy yesterday, but at night I gave him a call and he was busy too. Ok then in the middle on the night he sms me. Ask me out for tea and other alasan nak ambik the IP address…… Now I know that pakcik nak ngorat lah pulak….. saba je lah. Hmmmmmm kalau mude lagi ok lah… hmmmmm I will be meeting him this weekend of coz I will bring my friend along. Kekekkekekek……. Macam-macam ada….. Police polis……..

Raya at Kak Mie House

2008-10-28T23:52:00.002+08:00

An Invitation to Kak Mie house for raya.

Kawan-kawan jemput datang ke rumah saya, Ahad, 19 Oct 2008 dari pukul 12.30 hingga 8 mlm untuk Jamuan Hari Raya. Kepada sesiapa yang tidak tahu macam mana nak pergi rumah saya disertakan plan rumah saya. Rugi kalau tak datang….Kak Amiza doing her work :)... Serious nye makcik

En Elisa kite kalau tak bawak wife and daughter dea bertanduk sikit. And Hezrin hope cepat-cepat dapat baby. Boleh dokong anak sendiri. kekekek

Cik Noraida Ghani ngan anak Aisyah.

zainal ngan farrah. Sweet kan the gal. She such a lovely gal. ( Ayat jahat : Cam ne she can fall in love with Zainal.... Power nampaknye ayat2 zainal kot kekeke)

En El ngan aksi maut kekekekke....

Syamri and his wife

Hezrin menikmati bubur labu ;)

Adik Kak Mie. Cam ne nie kak mie adik lagi beso dari kakak. Sapa kakak sape adik ? kekekeke

Geram!!!!!

2008-10-26T17:59:00.005+08:00

Tot the changes from the GM for BI Report@Portal with Microsoft BI Designer will be easy that why I didnt do it weekdays, and buat the PRM first but this BI Report susah lah pulak. I dont want to touch the stored procedure, SQL syntax tp seems need to do some changes. The BI Report Designer nie leceh lah. Boring makcik... argggggg..... i need to be here in the office to finish it. No access of the server if buat kat umah.... arggggg...... Sabar..... Tu lah ingat kan 2nite i wan to writing lots of things in my blog tak pe lah nantie if i hav time i be writing. Nasib baik lah Zainal is around in the office. Hope he be going back home late......
Apa nak buat baya hutang keje . kekekekekke ;)
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Am I being so Naive

2008-10-22T19:47:00.002+08:00

Why people keep on using me. Kenapalah I nie baik sangat. Lembut sangat hati nie. I nak gak hati buta keras hati. So people dont use me. Banyak sangat orang take advantage on me. But as usual... kekekkekek
Life so bz now day. With the PRM and the Security system and since i nie dok carikan vendor in so when payment come im the one who vendor-vendor nie cari... Arrgggg and the finance so slow. stress makcik. and the PRM report with the BI portal make me crazy.... boring nye. And stupid things lately happen. I felt apa lah i nie. Arrrggggggggggg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Swimming with my angles

2008-10-19T01:29:00.002+08:00

Wow quit some times we didn’t go out for swimming. I mean with my angles who else if not my handsome nephews and cute niece. So yesterday morning I wake up a bit late around 7.30 the kids are out watching Tv. So I ask alif ( the 2nd son) jom gie swimming… All of them so excited and rushing to find their swimming outfit. Including ayeesha my cute angle niece. Here some of our picture…Some of it taken by Luqman. Not bad for a 5 years old boy taking pictures

Aecah with her swiming outfit and wearing cik Ina nye cute shoe. kekekk

Cik Ina, Aecah and alif... This photo taken by luqman... terror oooo

The kids in the swiming pool

Cute Aliff and Luqman... konon-konon pandai swiming

Kan Mak dah Kata.......

2008-10-18T21:50:00.004+08:00

Wat we call love? Am I in Love? How do we know its love....... Within this year I already fall in love with 2 guys. It’s so funny. All were a puppy love. A short term relationship..... 2 ke? I think with 3 guys hmmmmmm. Was a malay(M) guy a foreigner(F) and last one was an Indian (I) guy. kekekekkeke... what a taste kan. I know.

With M, I did try I accept him as what he is. But he can’t accept my family. He is the one who marrying me not my mum or my dad. I know my parents can accept him. Lagilah dea Jawa. My parents will love to have him. But coz of rendah diri he tarik diri. I dont mind what kind of job his having now. As long he work hard to improve himself. And he's not prepared to settle down. hmmmmm so I had to back off. What is a relationship if it just a relationship with out an ending. I do need to think about my future too.

And with F its so complicated. He is a very nice person. But he will not convert to Islam. And I don’t want him to convert just because of me. It’s not fair. Yes love is love but my love to Allah bigger than my love to him. Although I’m not that so alim but I love my creator, Allah. And I know his love for his creator is bigger then he love me. It’s fair for us not to be together. So abis lah.

With I, its funny he willingly to conver but there alot of problem. huh... tak tau lah...... pelik macam-macam masalah. So, he think he can’t continue with us, we break off and become a good friend. M, F and I are still around. We are good friend to each other. I think we are better friend then lover. hmmmmmm.

Lately I met some one. A foreigner too. I wish a Malay guy that approach me. Tapi tak de. His is a converted Muslim. Memenuhi my syarat. Tinggi, kaya, hansome and alim. kui kui kui. Hansome tu idak lah. Tapi sedap lah mata memandang. The best thing he is a muslim. And a very nice guy. hmmmm cair makcik. At first i was not so interested. Sebab i know my parents mesti stress lagi. Dah lah my 2nd sister married with a spain guy and fly there and now me. Kesian kan. Lagi pun i was a bit scared to fall in love agin. Almaklumlah its a painful process. But the way he is, make me melt. He is alim, the way dea cakap lah. It all Allah wills. All things happen because Allah wan it to happen. Another thing, although its a long distance relationship, he call me nearly everyday. And he told his friends about me. And I even chat with his fren.fuh... he is a very nice guy. If he the one for me, i will accept it. I love him…. He just called me. We talked more then an hour. UK to Malaysia… That cost a lot kan. (Saynag nye kat dea… hmmmmmm)

BUT
Have I done wrong..... I told my mum about him. As usual lah... mesti kureng berkenan. She said " When u were with Hakem, I know it wont go right. Tak akan menjadi", " I dont wan u wasting ur time and money. Find a Malay guy. Tak kisah lah as long he is nice and alim"fuh.... how to answer that..... All thing happen because of a reasons. Life is short mak. I wan to try everything. Kalau kite tak cuba kita tak tau. Yes I admit i have gamble with my life. With my love life with my career but atleast i try kan. I can say "Been There, Done That". I know she worried abt me. Im the only daughter yang tak settle settle lagi. kkkekekek I do remember my dad said masa raya hari tu " Ina, semua benda yang tak baik yang ko buat akan bapak tanggung" I do undertstand that. But i can think and i already akil balikh. Wat i know kan, Segala dosa yg my dad tanggung is bende yang dea tak ajar or nasihat, but i know wat right and wrong so i do tanggun g my own sins kan? I hope so.

Ok back to the story, my mum cam tak berkenan she asked me to just be his fren. Wat she most worry is she worried if i settle down there and bcome servant. Jadi kuli kene dera.hmmmm tak tau lah emak nye. Ina memang tak tau. Itu semua di tangan Tuhan. I do my best and hope i get the best. And she advice me when i go to umrah later do lots of dua there. Now also she ask me to dua. I am doing it after each prayer. Yes if he for me, he will be. No worry. Know wat now i felt so guilty that i told her that i am in a relationship. hmmmmmm.... takut tak jadi lagi kang she will said" kan mak dah kata"....

Hans Issac

2008-10-15T09:38:00.002+08:00

God!!!! He was here this morning and i missed him. Hansomenye nye. Kat tepi je.... menyesalnye tak tego dea awal awal.... No worry he be around. No worry. Kalau jodoh tak ke mana Save nye ... kekekek

I AM SO LAZY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-10-14T09:47:00.002+08:00

Dont know why this few days i malas sangat. hmmmmmm Sometimes i think im quit good lah with coding and programming.... but i hate doing that. Cam tak de life je. I wonder how the programmer can manage to do the same things every single day....... Bohsan nye..... What a life. Im back in the circle again........

She- Notting Hill

2008-10-13T23:16:00.004+08:00

I just finished watching Notting Hill again after for quit sometimes. yes people will love the song : When you say nothing at all. Sweet kan. But this tile i fall in love with this song. huh....... She

Artist - Notting Hill soundtrack
Album - Notting Hill
Lyrics - She

She may be the face I can't forget
The trace of pleasure or regret
May be my treasure or the price I have to pay

She may be the song the summer sings
May be the chill the autumn brings
May be a hundred different things
Within the measure of the day.

She may be the beauty or the beast
May be the famine or the feast
May turn each day into a heaven or a hell

She may be the mirror of my dream
The smile reflected in a stream
She may not be what she may seem
Inside her shell

She, who always seems so happy in a crowd
Whose eyes can be so private and so proud
No one's allowed to see them when they cry

She may be the love that cannot hope to last
May come to me from shadows of the past
That I'll remember till the day I die

She may be the reason I survive
The why and wherefore I'm alive
The one I'll care for through the rough and ready years
Me, I'll take her laughter and her tears
And make them all my souvenirs
For where she goes, I've got to be
The meaning of my life is...she

Whoa, ohhhh...She

OpenHouse@Hezrin

2008-10-13T17:27:00.008+08:00

Invitation from Hezrin :

Dearest friends, Selamat Hari Raya, Maaf Zahir Batin. Sempena hari raya tahun ini, kami ingin menjemput rakan-rakan sekeluarga utk rumah terbuka kami pada hari Sabtu ini, 11 Okt 2008 bermula jam 12:30 tgh. Menu istimewa dari Serendah dan Seremban menanti anda.. Datang jgn tak datang!

Hezrin.....

Syima and Elisa daughter... Comel sangat kan.
Auntie Save and Zafran. Zafran is Kak Ba's son. ( my new bro in law nye nama pun zafran)
The singles......
MIS gang......
The newly married couple and expecting ;)
The macho guy.....
This guys kan. I think kan they will ended up 2gather kot. Kat pulau pun cam gitu gak. kekekekek......
This gal comel sangat. sangat sangat comel lah. If i hav a son for sure i book her for him...kekekkek

Sedang Ingin Bercinta

2008-10-13T11:30:00.002+08:00

Driving and Make-up

2008-10-10T08:55:00.004+08:00

Hehheheh... talking abt this subject. I am one of the gals who doing it every single day on my way to office. Tak sempat lah nak makeup at home. Kalang kabut. Kang tak focus. Kekekekkek.

As im d driver i hav to use the middle mirror.. kkekek memang tak gune that mirror utk tengok kete belakang gune utk make up :)

Is it wrong? I’m not bothering others on the road or causing jam on the road. I just applying the make-up while its jam. Driving lah tp slow motion je. I start putting my lotion and compact powder while I’m heating up my engine. Start driving when stuck in the first jam I put my blusher if bad jam I manage to pun my eye shadow the black color ( ala-ala nak buat smoky eyes lah konon and nak nampak kan my eyes beso tak lah sepet sangat kang ;)) then the 2nd jam usually it will be before the Estin hotel.

Smoky eyes

That time I continue with the eyes. The colors that suitable with the cloth for the day. And the last item is my lipstick. Hehehehheheh senang je. Pastu check my neckless. I have a small collections of neckless in my car too.. Hahhaha semua pun ade in my car. My 2nd house lah kata kan. Once reach office, than check the shoe that suitable with my baju. After everything done the perfume lah. Itu pun kalau ingat.

Later i nak try buat ade letak eyeliner

While I was driving this morning, teringat something happen last few weeks ago while I was from Klang. Was driving and applying make-up in the middle of traffic jam, this uncle ( no so uncle lah around 40 kot Chinese guy) he was staring at me. When I look back at him, he was smiling at me. Mesti dea ingat budak nie dalam kete pun sempat lagi nak menacap muke. I smile back at him and wave hand to him. A small wave lah. As he smile back. The car start moving. Malu memang malu tapi hentam lah. He seems nice wat. Tarak sombong punye uncle. This morning the same thing happens. This time, I was from Cheras. This guy was looking at me when I’m putting my make-up. But when I look at him, he turns his face. Konon-konon not looking at me lah. Sebenarnye I pun malu but buat bodo aje lah. Hehehheheh……

Bloggy Contest

2008-10-10T08:38:00.005+08:00

Wow!!!! Im quite shock…. We are having a boggy contest. ( In conjunction of ICT awareness gitu). That will be fun. Not the fun part is I don’t want people to know who I am……Glamour lak kang satu company :).
The theme will be “You & Your Company” So we had to talk all the good things being here. No gossip gossip, no talk bad thing about the bosses’ kekekkekekek……Wat to talk abt the me and the company. Hmmmmmmm…….. Need to think hard!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Love the lyric...

2008-10-09T11:38:00.004+08:00

On My Way Here

I took my first step
On that black and white kitchen floor
I sometimes wonder if that house
Is even there, anymore
I had my first glimpse of love
When I was five
I watched two people split apart
But still the three of us survived

I've seen the best
I've seen the worst
I wouldn't change what I've been through
I've touched the sky
I've hit the wall
But I did what I had to
Ooooohhhh

CHORUS:
On my way here
Where I am now
I've learned to fly
I have to want to leave the ground
I've fallen hard
But I've been loved
And in the end it all works out
My faith has conquered fear
On my way here.

Oh yeah yeaaah

My address has changed
Almost every year
I've found that standing still
Can quickly make a lifetime disappear
I'd rather try and fail
A thousand times denied
And this, whenever you feel pain
It lets you know that you're alive

I've been a fool
I've been afraid
Yeah, I've been loved
I've been lied to
I've been wrong
And I've been right
I stood up when I had to

Yeah Yeahhhh

On my way here
Where I am now
I've learned to fly
I have to want to leave the ground
I've fallen hard
But I've been loved
And in the end it all works out
My faith has conquered fear
On my way here.

No guarantees
I believed that I would find
An open door or a light
To lead me to the other side
I guess that is why

On my way here
Where I am now
I've learned to fly
I have to want to leave the ground
I've fallen hard
But I've been loved
And in the end it all works out
My faith has conquered fear
On my way here

Yeahhhh
Oooooohh

this is cute : PETUA TERCEKIK TULANG

2008-10-09T09:08:00.001+08:00

Aku datang dari keluarga yg besar... 16 adik beradik, bila sesekaliberkumpul, dah tentu mak aku akan buat majlis makan besar-besar danbest-best!!!Dalam ramai2 adik beradik, bukan semua yg suka stail aku, apabila akubawa gayahidup " gaya pulang ke pangkal jalan'"... maka adalah yg tak kenasanasini... Masa makan, aku pun duduk lah cara Nabi... (rujuk ustaz) lalu ada ygsound:"apahal duduk macam nak berlari ajer...""tak baik lutut tinggi pada makanan...""ni duduk ke nak berak nie..?"Oleh sebab aku lelaki beriman, maka aku buat muka seposen... aku punbasuh tangan.

Nota untuk mua'alaf: sebelum makan sunnah Nabi adalah basuh kedua2tangan dan berkumur, insyaAllah jika korang amal nie, sebelum korang matiAllah akan mempermudahkan segala urusan hutang piutang korang.- Hutang kereta/rumah/ kahwin/study/ along bla bla bla!!!Sambung balik, aku pun berpikir... ada baiknya juga Nabi tak makanpakai sudu @ garfu, kalau Nabi makan pakai sudu, susah pulak org miskin macamaku nak ikut sunnah Nabi, nak pakai sudu material apa? stainless steel keinconnel 601? nak pakai colour camne? matelic ke cooper? kan susahtu!!! tu belum lagi jika Nabi makan pakai kerusi dan meja... bentuk bulat kebentuk heksagon? oktagon? nanagon? nak kena pergi Kedai perabot buatansuran mudah! jimat ! hanya RM1 dan tunggu 30 hari, kunjungilah kedaiperabot terbesar di Malaysia , bla bla bla!!! Biasa korang belajar doa makan macam nie: "Allahummabariklana (hinggaakhir) tapi tu sebenarnya doa tengok makanan, doa makan mudah sajer:"Bismillah, barkatillah"Lepas tu makan lah, dengan tiga jari (sunnah Nabi) kemudian, ada pulaksuara2 yg sound:"Eh, kenyang ke makan dengan tiga jari?"aku kata: "huh, anak cina makan dengan dua kayu elok2 habis nasi satupinggan!!!"Tapi oleh kerana aku sorang jer yg makan dengan tiga jari, org lainmakan dengan lima jari, maka aku lihat kadar flow of suapan dan kadarquantity of lauk-pauk diorang lebih laju dan maju, maka aku menukar jariku dari 3kepada 5... oh... tepuk dada tanya iman...Kemudian aku minum dari tangan kanan yg tidak berbasuh...

Diorang tegur: "issh... pengotor betullah"Aku kata: "Apa pulak kotor, aku makan nasi, bukan tahik!!!" (tapi akukata dalam hati sebab aku lelaki beriman)"Nie, apahal jilat2 jari nie? lucah betul!!" tanya diorang pada aku..."Makan ayam sedap sampai ke kaki... makan sate sedap sampai ke lidi hehe he" kataku...

Banyak pulak diorang komplen cara aku makan... err maksud aku caraNabi makan... aku tahu tak berguna berdebat ngan mereka lalu aku ubah topikdengan bertanya:"Tahukah korang kenapa lembu makan rumput dan kambing makan daun?"Abang aku kata: "sebab tengkuk lembu berat... bla bla bla..."Aku kata: "salah!!! lembu makan rumput dan kambing makan daun sebabmereka lapar!!! (tak lawak) ha ha ha!!!"Aku menyambung: "Penting makan cara Nabi sebab kita hari2 makan, tapibila tak ikut sunnah, maka jadi macam lembu dankambing makan sajer, namun bila korang makan macam Nabi saw makan, makadi kira ibadat. Masa nak makan, niatlah makan kerana perintah Allah,namun kena nafikan makanan yg bagi kenyang.

Hakikatnya kenyang datang darikudrat Allah" Tiba2 mak aku tercekik tulang ikan... (bayangkan seorang mak ciksedang tercekik tulang).Kemudian, Mak aku mendapat nasihat secara berperingkat, ada ygsarankan agar makan pisang, minum air dengan capat, makan nasi kepal dan lain2,tapi masih tak berjaya... kesian mak aku..."Huh! Hamka, Takkan kau tak tahu cara sunnah Nabi nak buang tulangtercekik camne? Cakap terer..." kata abang aku.Aku kata: "Senang sajer... Mak angkat kedua-dua tangan ke atas..."Mak aku pun buat... tapi masih tak jadi...Aku kata: "Lurus Mak, tangan mak dua-dua kena lurus... !!!" (bayangkanseorang makcik yg sedang duduk bersila sambil kedua-dua tangandiluruskan ke atas, tangan kanan masih terdapat sisa2 nasi, manakala di lengandan tengkuk di penuhi dengan rantai emas...) Aku kata:

"Sekarang sebut: SUPERMAN RETURN!!!!!! "HA HA HA... (semua org ketawa) - nasi berhembur-hembur di sana sini.Mak aku juga ketawa... sehingga tulang yg tercekik itu terkeluar...semuanya dari Allah!!! He he he... selamat mencuba, ni bukan hadith, just pengalaman.

Malu nye.....

2008-10-06T16:58:00.003+08:00

Guess wat... Malu nye sangat hari nie. Tot i dont want to have lunch as I already had heavy breakfast. Nasi lemak mamak gitu. As Aida tersangat lah hungry so we went down for lunch. Just accompany her as she took nasi ayam kunyit and i just took apple jus. Yes ntv 7 fully moved to Bandar Utama and who I met!!! I forget this guy nye nama but he was an ex UTM student and I went out with him couple of time. Strictly business matter. Lupe lak nama dea. I was quit shock and so malu nak tegur. Terasa nantie dea mesti mengata abt me. Kekkekekek.

Nak buat cerita nye, I just buat bodoh je and join my other friends. Our table is not full lah ade ruang-rung kosong boleh mengintai, guess wat he sit opposite my table with his group and facing me. My God!!! I angkat kepada depan je can see him. Wat to do, I inform Aida and ask her not to ask me anything now abt him. Takut dea perasan je. So today lunch dok asyik menoleh ke kanan to avoid facing him sakit lah leher. Later later lah when im prepared I will tegur him. I know he is the type of shy guy. Hmmmmmm… Nantie nantie if I meet him alone then I tegur. Malu nye....

Isn't she lovely

2008-10-06T10:32:00.006+08:00

Nearly more then 1 month i hav this picture as my wallpaper. Sweet sangat kan. I wan to dedicate this lovely song to Pijah's daughter. I know she will be a very lovely princess

"Isn't She Lovely"

Isn't she lovely

Isn't she wonderful

Isn't she precious

Less than one minute old

I never thought through love we'd be

Making one as lovely as she

But isn't she lovely made from love

Isn't she pretty

Truly the angel's best

Boy, I'm so happy

We have been heaven blessed

I can't believe what God has done

Through us he's given life to one

But isn't she lovely made from love

Isn't she lovely

Life and love are the same

Life is Aisha

The meaning of her name Londie, it could have not been done

Without you who conceived the one

That's so very lovely made from love

Lots of Love - Auntie Save

Kenangan Terindah by Samson

2008-10-04T22:33:00.003+08:00

On my way back KL i heard this song. Its already been 3 rayas...... But im still the same... Insyallah there always sunshine after the rain kan :)

Aku yang lemah tanpamu

Aku yang rentan karena

Cinta yang tlah hilang darimu

Yang mampu menyanjungku

Selama mata terbuka

Sampai jantung tak berdetak

Selama itu pun

Aku mampu tuk mengenangmu

Darimu...Kutemukan hidupku

Bagiku...Kau lah cinta sejati

Ooh...Bila yang tertulis untukku

Adalah yang terbaik untukmu

Kan kujadikan kau kenangan Yang terindah dalam hidupku

Namun takkan mudah bagiku

Meninggalkan jejak hidupku

Yang tlah terukir abadi

Sebagai kenangan yang terindah

Ooh...

Investors swarm T-bills as US House rejects bailout

2008-09-30T09:58:00.000+08:00

Taken from The Star ( 30th Sept 2008)

NEW YORK: The House's rejection of the financial bailout plan flung the credit markets into further disarray Monday, sending investors swarming again for the safety of Treasury bills.
If the credit markets stay tight, it could spell trouble for companies trying to raise cash by selling short-term debt in the coming weeks.
If those companies' efforts are thwarted, the economy could grow even weaker.
After the Dow Jones industrial average plunged nearly 780 points on Monday - the biggest daily point drop ever - the yield on the 3-month Treasury bill sank to 0.14 percent from 0.87 percent late Friday.
Low T-bill yields show that investors are prepared to get virtually no return on an investment as long as it is secure.
The moves in both bonds and stocks Monday were "violent,'' said John Spinello, bond strategist at Jefferies & Co.
"We're dealing with moment-to-moment, dynamic action that's so hard to describe.''
Earlier Monday, LIBOR, or London Interbank Offered Rate, for 3-month dollar loans had risen to 3.88 percent from 3.76 percent on Friday, suggesting that banks have grown increasingly unwilling to lend to each other.
LIBOR for 3-month euro loans, meanwhile, soared to 5.22 percent, the highest rate ever.
Other lending rates increased, too, from already lofty levels - including those on short-term company debt known as commercial paper, and those on overnight loans in the repo markets, where banks and other institutions do temporary borrowing.
"Once the credit market freezes up like that, this crisis that's enveloping the financial sector has the potential to leach out into other areas of the market - into companies that themselves are solvent, but need cash to fund their daily operations,'' said Jack A. Ablin, chief investment officer at Harris Private Bank.
Demand for commercial paper has tumbled, analysts say. And according to the Federal Reserve, about a quarter of the $1.7 trillion in total commercial paper outstanding matures this week.
Another 30 percent matures in the following three weeks.
"There are hundreds of billions dollars maturing over next 60 days that need to be somehow refinanced,'' Ablin said.
"Without a working credit market, this isn't just a slowdown of the economy - it's essentially a shutdown of the economy.''
To be sure, some of the problems in the credit markets, where corporate borrowers go to find loans, have been feeding on themselves.
Much of the recent tightness in the markets has been caused by investors waiting for the outcome of the rescue package, which proposed to allow the Treasury to spend up to $700 billion buying banks' souring mortgage-backed debt.
"I think everybody focusing on Washington froze the credit markets,'' said Howard Simons, strategist with Bianco Research in Chicago.
Potential buyers figured the government under the plan would buy mortgage-backed securities, he said, but they did not know how it would go about it, or how much it would pay - and that kept them in wait-and-see mode.
But while it is possible that the fears are overblown, even the most daring investors appear hesitant to make contrarian bets - particularly given how many times academics, government officials and bank executives called a bottom to the global financial systems' woes, only to have their predictions blow up in their faces.
The global financial landscape continues to change, keeping large and small investors alike on edge.
Citigroup Inc. acquired Wachovia Corp. Monday in a deal brokered by the government.
That development follows Washington Mutual Inc. becoming the largest bank to fail in U.S. history; Lehman Brothers Holdings Inc. becoming the largest company to file for bankruptcy; the government takeover of insurer American International Group Inc. and mortgage financiers Fannie Mae and Freddie Mac; and Bank of America Corp.'s shotgun buyout of Merrill Lynch & Co.
The mortgage crisis is also ripping through Europe, where there are many large banks whose failures could rock the global financial system.
The British government is nationalizing the troubled mortgage lender Bradford & Bingley, while Belgium, the Netherlands and Luxembourg agreed to buy a 49 percent stake in Fortis NV for $16.4 billion.
"Right now, banks don't trust one another,'' said Axel Merk, portfolio manager at Merk Funds, adding that European countries' short-term government debt was in extremely high demand Monday.
In an effort to keep the global financial system functional, the Federal Reserve said it was doubling the total amount of cash loans to banks to $300 billion, and making $620 billion available to other central banks through currency swap arrangements, up from $290 billion.
Longer-term Treasury prices soared as stocks tumbled.
By late trading, the 2-year note rose 26/32 to 100 20/32, and its yield dropped to 1.67 percent from 2.13 percent.
The 10-year note rose 2 7/32 to 103 15/32 and yielded 3.58 percent, down from 3.86 percent.
The 30-year note jumped 4 12/32 to 106 16/32, and its yield fell to 4.12 percent from 4.38 percent.
The U.S. economy is still weakening.
The Commerce Department said consumer spending was flat in August - the worst reading since February, when spending was also unchanged from the previous month. - AP
Latest Financial Meltdown, NYSE, NASDAQ and other business news, pictures, videos, audios and charts from the AP-Wire

Selamat Hari Raya

2008-09-30T02:47:00.009+08:00

Eid Mubarak or Selamat Hari Raya AidilFitri.
This is the time for us to ask for forgiveness and to forgive others. And for us to be with all the family members. My Family and I would like to take this opportunity wish

" Selamat Hari Raya AidilFitri

Maaf Zahir Batin "

Berbuka with myms gals

2008-09-29T09:12:00.004+08:00

The food that we ordered

As usual every year ( 3 years already) we the gals from my ms will have our berbuka together although we are no longer working in the same company. But not all of us. Its only me, pijah, farrah and suhana. But this time suhana and her beloved bf cant make it to our berbuka. This time we had it at this restaurance in Giant Kinrara. A new place. The cooking not bad and the price is considerate.

Romantic Couple

The different this time is my beloved pijah is married and pregnant. Comel sangat. How lucky zaki is. A happy couple. They expected a baby gal. Pijah don’t forget to include my name in ur gal name yeah. Ade siti siti pun jadi lah. Her due Insyallah will be on Oct. As I promise you I will buy a baby car seat for her.

Pijah's Tummy..... Hello baby

Really miss you, at our single years tittle. “Dengan pandangan mata mu yang tajam membuat hati ku berdebar-debar and takut. Kekekekekke …”Although you are younger then me but u are fierce teacher that I ever had. Hahahahha takut ooooo. Zaki, I know u will take good care of her

Ala Aiman tak de dalam gamba :(

And farrah with her 2 kids. Sweet and soft Aiman with his beloved aggressive and charming sister Dalila. They are big now. Grown up. They look so different a year ago. Dulu kecik je comel je. I remember the time I carried Delila. So kecik now she seems so aggressive. Tak nak ngan Aunty Save dah…. Farrah, u no need to worry to tell me that u are pregnant. Congrats. Its my fault not yours. I know I should settle down before the 3rd baby. Tapi nak wat cam ne. Tak de jodoh lagi. I think kan I need to say I be settle down after your 4th baby. I know u wan to have 4 kids. So if u terdapat extra rezeki to hav the fifth baby, its shows I wont settle down lah. Seems im not working hard for it. Kekekekekke……. Congrats farrah. And congrats to syaiful too. For the 3rd baby and not to forget the brand new gadget ( Camera)

Farrah and Me...

Mommy and daughter....

Lilian…… We had a lovely dinner and berbuka puasa was on the 15th kan. Berbuka.. kekekkekeke tak berbuka pun dua dua pun tak pose. We had it at the Pick n Brew. Was a nice place. Where else One Utama lah. U look so cute with the short hair. Better, you look younger. Tu lah I didn’t bring my camera along. Other wise can put ur latest picture. No worry Lil, you are still young. Enjoy ur honey moon with Alex. If people ask you when you guys will have baby just answer “ Come to hospital tomorrow, I will deliver a healthy and cute baby”. Confirm they wont ask you that question lagi. Kekekke… I know Alex cant wait to hav a baby too. Tak pe lah tak de rezeki lagi. And Lil not to forget find me a tall, hansome, rich and alim guy. Kekekkekek… Nantilah next year I down grade kan the requirement. We had so much fun kan. Lil I don’t hav your latest picture L. This pic taken from the January babies. I don’t hav the picnic nye picture. I miss armin lah. Guess wat!!!! I lost 3kg. Cant wait to meet him to tell him that. Always complaining that im fat…. Kekekekekek…

The Januries babies.....

Kekkeke Armin and Sanil In red..... Miss those guys

Sab, Liza, Lilian, Pijah….. and my beloved lil sister… adik

2008-09-28T16:56:00.002+08:00

Those ladies are most important ladies in my life. My mum ofcos. My mum is the most most most important women it my life. With out her I wont be around. Sayang sangat kat mak. Wanted to talk abt those ladies

Sabrina and Liza.

I know them since UTM year. Our memorable years. Susah senang bersama. We were in the same class. Siti Haliza, Siti Sabrina and Siti Saverinea. Kekekkeke. To you guys I wanted to say thanks for being there for me since year 1997 till now. Although we are far apart but it feels that we are so close together.

Liza sorry lah lately I didn’t contact you. Segan lah pulak. I didn’t visit your 2nd son pun kan. Jahat nye I nie. Insyallah after raya I will drop by to your new home. I don’t even know where is it. Bangi which area….. GOD I’m such so horrible friend. Liza, thanks for being a very good and supporting friend. You always there when I need you. You and din. Thanks

Sab maybe because we nearly have the same name and same month birth of date we have the same takdir or luck. Kekekkeke….. And our love life road nearly the same. Kekekek… You are so far from Sarawak but the bond is so strong kan. Thanks for hearing my stupid stupid problems and my stupid stupid life story entah yang bukan bukan. And thanks for all the advice that you have given to me. I really appreciate it.

And both of you, thanks for what u guys have done to me. This year is much more better then last year. Last year was my worse year. But you guys were there to help me up. To stand up again. I just don’t know how to repay back. Kite tak tau cam ne nak cakap…Kalau nak cakap depan-depan malu lak. You guys are kawan susah senang bersama. Hope this friendship will last forever. Sayang sangat kat korang. Rindu lah gelak sesama. If jumpe mesti gelak dulu kan baru leh start cite…

Lilian and Pijah

Working with myms how its start. I join in in april and lil join in May. If I not mistaken. Pijah a year after kot, kan pijah.

Lil although we are difference race but I just don’t know that we can click together. Boleh je masuk. We share problems all type of problem personal or office. My stupid problem when break off with Hakim… Siap nangis2 lagi. I felt so stupid. And problem with the bosses. I still can remember the last occasion we organize at myms. The picnic. I think It was the best event ever in myms that time. I don’t know now. And the baking muffin session. Kekekekek at your house. Not bad lah the muffin. We should do it again. While u still tak de baby. Im impress that we still in contact kan. Still do lepak lepak sesama. I think kan we are the model of good Malaysian. Kekekekek no boundary between races. Lil I wanted to say thanks for being there for me. You really help me a lot when I was down. I wish I can be there when u are in need. And I will be there you can have my words. Love you and hope our friendship will never end.

And my lovely pijah. Although she much more younger then me but we don’t felt the different kan. Macam sebaya je. Tak de akak akanye lah. Terasa diri ku ini mude . kekekekkek…. She the one who teach me assembly language. Cikgu yang sangat garang. Sampai kak nani nak tanye soalan pun takut. Kekekkeke. Biler pijah jeling tu….. takut nye… cam nak makan org je. But that her trade mark. Maybe that how Zaki fall in love with pijah. Kekekekek. She teach me a lot of other things. Being with her make me a good muslim. Selalu je kene tegor. But that good. At least some one control me. We are so closed, and even im quit close with pijah’s family. I felt at home when im around with her family. Pijah kite belajo swim sesama kan, u comfort me when I was so down. Ingat tak the CCRT. Kekekekekke. Siap tulis dalam this blog lagi. Pastu kalau sedih memalam kite call awak. Tp sekarang tak leh…. U dah ade zaki. Susah nak call memalam.Pijah I just wanted to tell you I really love you. You are more than a sister. Although you are married I hope this relationship will never end. I love being ur baby god mother. I will be a very good aunty. Aunty save yang comel. Kekekkeke

My beloved adik
Adik, Ina sayang sangat kat adik. Although im not being a good kakak to u but you still my sister. Hehehehhehe. I know ur much mature than I am. People cakap anak ke tiga nie pelik sikit. So ina nie pelik sikit dik. That y tak matang-matang and manja manja sikit. Anak kesayangan mak lah katakan (tak jugak). Kekekkek. Adik thanks for being there for me when I was down. Giving me an advice. Tapi kan dik u know lah ur sister nie emotional sikit, sometimes terasa gak when u raise ur voice to me. But I never keep it in my heart. Sedih lah gak memula but after a while it gone. Blood are thicker then water kan. Wat ever happen we will be there for each other. Adik marriage life at the beginning are tough. We never live together but when we live together then we see the things that we didn’t see before. I wish I have the experience to share with you. I don’t :(. But if you need an ear to hear your problem you can come to me. Im here for you. Maybe I cant give u advice but at least can reduce ur burden. And my advice to u in marriage life, each of you need to give and take and kene sabar towards each other. Jangan dua dua jadi api nanti terbako. Cam ne? heheheheh…. I love you dik. And I wan you to be always happy. Sayang adik… muahh….

No Subject

2008-09-28T16:56:00.000+08:00

Today Im so excited!!! Kkekekkek home alone I think. Quit sometimes already im not home alone since I becoming a nomad person. Moving from Klang or Cheras to office at Bandar Utama. And weekend go back home town. I miss my own house in Puchong ( my 2nd baby ). Insyallah if everything seems be ok and settle, I’m planning to move back to Puchong (no worry guys I give u 2 months notice J) . The best things being alone are u can do whatever u wanted to do and wear whatever u wanted to wear. No questions asked. Best kan. I woke at 9 and start doing the house cleaning and watch some movie at 411. And in my mind I have lots thing to wrote in my blog. I will post it with the proper sequence. Lots interesting happen lately. I hope you guys enjoy reading it. Its all about me and what I think…. Its all abt eve…..

Relationship

2008-09-28T16:33:00.002+08:00

I wanted to write abt relationship for quite sometimes but I don’t hav the chance and idea what to write. At my age, I hav been through lots types of relationship. Long and unforgettable relationship, long distance relationship, short, become the 3rd person, different religious & races but at the end of those relationship didn’t ended properly ( marriage) and im still being single as u can see now. But the main thing that im happy and I hav the chance to go through all this experience. And the best part is all the guys are still my friends. Lovers and friend are totally different category

Recently friend asked me some advice. A close friend of mines a really close one. She so excited that now she have someone special. Previously her relationship was with this so called stupid guy who cant make decision abt his future. Im happy that he let my friend go although I know deep inside he suffer( base on her story lah). But the problem now with the new guy is a distance relationship and the guy is workaholic and likes to be alone. Sometimes she confuses either the guy really serious or not. Meanwhile there other guy a ‘duda’ totally older then her( lot older) and rich ( $$ kekekke ) approaching her. She asked me “ What should I do?”. My advice was quit easy. We are getting older and not younger. Just mingle around with all the guys that come around. Be friend with every one. If you just have dinner or lunch with the guy it dosent mean that u will marry him kan?.Base on my previous relationship I was being so nice and faithful with him. Lots of guy approached me I just reject them just because of him. But at the end I lose. Not he have other gal we break off it just because family problem. So I did regret all those nice guy which I rejected. So I don’t wan her to regret. Just be friend to the guys who come along. Maybe one of them is actually meant for you. Make a lot of friends but if u thinks he the special one treat him special. I don’t know lah is it a good advice or not. Kekekkek

Relationship with a married guy. Done that, Been there. I just don’t know maybe coz of my age kot there are a few of married guy approached me. My god! I’m not that desperate. Abit lah but not with married guy. Married guys I think are move brave then the single ones. and they are more charming. Experience kot. May be they known if they were being rejected they don’t lose anything. No harm trying (I think they think like that lah). I wish the single guys did that. I always reject them in a good way. Either I told them I’m married or I’m engage or I’m seeing someone. It’s all a good tricks and its work. The best parts they are still my friends. As a friend I always asked them how their wife and kids. At least they remember that they have big responsible towards the family.

Talking about different races relationship in Malaysia, some of Malaysian is so typical Malaysian I think. We are in a modern and global world. Races are just races. Colors of skin colors of hair. But we are still human. Human are all the same. I have been with Arab, Malay and Indian guys. Guys are guys. No different between others. I have this one friend and I introduce an Iban guy to her. Iban they have a Malay-chinese look. The Iban can speak Malay very well as they are Malaysia too. When she knows that the guy an Iban she was so shock and scolded me. GOD!!! I didn’t ask her to marry him. I just wanted you guys to be friend. Large up the friendship network. Not for you to settle down with him. Hmmmmm people….
Please lah. What I really wan to say here actually open up the mind that we are Malaysian and we should mix with each other as a friends or more. Its not wrong being a friend to a Chinese or Indian or other races. We are Malaysian.

Lots of experience in relationship. All those experience educate me more about life between man and women. I don’t know how to close this topic up but what is it is just having fun with life. We only live once be happy and enjoy what God give us. There always hikmah disebalik nye.

Yesterday date…

2008-09-28T16:08:00.006+08:00

Secret Recipi

Ok yesterday I went out for a date… hahahahahha… I had to go. There 2 reasons I had to go to met him because I need to take my Rm1.00 note that worth RMx00 ( Duit raya) and my officemate Suria asked me to go. Give that guy a chance. Ok lah try lah kan. Although not meet my requirement. Kekekek but who knows kan.

The story start like this, I know this guy quit sometimes already. A friend introduce him to me, we met once only. Communicate just by sms or call. Sometimes only if ter’remember him. He working at one of Malaysian bank. He ask me out as a date and wanted to give me the notes. He wanted to treat me at one well know burger restaurant. We should meet at KLCC, but im so lazy to drive in to KLCC and I know it will be crowded and ask him to stop al KL central and we berbuka at secret recipe. I don’t think so it so expensive and I think he can afford coz it will be nearly the same price at the other restaurant .On the way to restaurant we had a small chat. While waiting the food and berbuka we talk abt a lot of things. I am the one who keep on asking questions and he do the answering. Im so bored. On certain time I am clueless wat to ask him. And he keep on talking abt the job, being paid well better then the executive( 11 year working with the same bank wat you expect), abt his saving, buying car, his boss, his family abt his plan getting married, wan a working wife and so on lah. Im so bored. Boring sometimes the same thing again and again. Im so bad.

My food... Sedap giler. Its my Fav..... Tapi yg kat sini ( Bangsar) not spicy no good...

Ok lah around 8pm I told him need to go lah for prayer. So I let him out first for him to do the payment. The casher was not there, ok lah we wait when the casher is there he was seems going further from the casher… wat is he doing. I was standing in front of the casher and to do payment. Then he stands beside me and say “ if have a credit card u cant pay by touch and go concept” as there a reader for it. My GOD!!!! I am the one who pay. Who treat who? This the first time in I pay for the guy at the first date. Bad impression…He need to be rejected. I don’t mind paying but I’M SHOCK!!!!!. Cant be my special nie. Kedekut. Awal dah tunjuk cam ne nie…. Tadi cite being paid well now???? Am I so bad. Then he said next time I treat you at Pizza hut. I just say ok. I don’t think so I will see him again for any date. I hope so.

Books to read

2008-09-28T15:44:00.003+08:00

A gift from my beloved sister Seri Mawar Jayus... Im not Fat

Hehehhe…. So hard for me to do reading. Just so lazy unless the books best sangat. My sister Awa bought me a book. Size 12 in not fat by Meg Cabot. I just read it halfway. No time lah. Came back from office I’m tired then spend times with the kids and after 10pm is my bed time. So no time. Kekekkeke… I will make time to read Insyallah. In the first part of the section of the story abt death in a dorm.Later once I finish reading I will update it here

To correct my solat.

I bought 2 books. Its for my preparation to Umrah next year. Insyallah. The first one is Pelajaran Solat Lengkap by Ustaz Maftuh Ahnan. It teach you From A to Z how to perform solat. I need this book to make sure the reading and my act( perbuatan) in my solat is correct. This book also teach others solat wajib and sunat. Is a good book. I just start reading it. I do it after my solat.

Preparation for Umrah

And the other book is Panduan Umrah & Ziarah serta Doa by Hj. Ahmad Muhammad Abdul Ghaffar. I don’t know anything how to perform Umrah. Yeah school times were years back and the ustazah do teach it. But wat can I say I forget. It’s a good book. They write in roman writing not in jawi. Other wise so hard for me to read it. But all the Al-Quran ayat in jawi with the ‘baris’ so I can spell and read it.
Actually I’m so scared to go for umrah. I’m worried I’m not ready yeat. I felt I already done lots of bad thing in life. But I hav to think positives, I’m going there to clean up may self, ask forgiveness from Him, and make my self near to Him. Insyallah no bad things will happen to me if my intention to go there good kan. I wan to see the ka’abah and feel near to Him and ask His forgiveness. I’m going there alone again tot wan to bring my parents but it’s over my budget. Insyallah I will bring them to Hajj. Their 2nd Hajj if panjang umur and murah rezeki. Insyallah.

Love this book

And the last book… I didn’t buy pun but I love it. Lunch time I will run to MPH at New Wing One Utama to read this book. Expensive lah the book. Its cost at 65 hinggit. Its ok lah just can read for free wat….
Wanted to felt good being single. Kekekekke the tittle is Better Single then Sorry by Jen Schefft. It’s a very good book. Not only she tell you wat u get being single and also teach you how to tackle the guy u interested. Good lah… worth running to MPH reading it…

http://www.photofunia.com/

2008-09-25T13:49:00.006+08:00

At last my Stored Procedure SQL syntax finish. ye ye...... And today abit free lah. Every day also i make my self free. kekkekek sometimes je i make my self bz. Ala-ala bz body lah katakan.
Aida showed me a nice website.... i tested it.... and comel nye kekekekkeke... Sapa nak puji if not myself. makcik aida! kite tak leh nak load in my friendster.. so i load it here... Jangan jeles.. and syima the address is http://www.photofunia.com/.

Wat I want in life

2008-09-24T09:27:00.003+08:00

Lately i keep on thinking wat i wan in my life and and what hav i achieved. My God...
I cant event answer that two simple question

New Shoes

2008-09-22T12:48:00.003+08:00

The Old Shoe- look executive sikit

Guess wat..... I bought a new shoe. I lost my so called new shoe that I bought only a week ago. Not lost lah, actually my beloved sister Along terbuang that shoe. She didn’t realize that a new shoes almaklumlah there a lots of shoes in the rack. So guess wat!!!! I claim money from her to buy a new shoe. Sayang Along … muahhh…I bought not only one shoe but 2 shoes.... kekekekek.

Does it look like a wedding shoes????
But its look elegant right?

I really like the new shoes... Semua cakap it’s a wedding shoe. This daily shoe, tak tengok lagi my wedding shoes. Must be more grand then this shoe. This shoes kan sesuai for all my baju kurang any color. sesuai sangat lah. But I didn’t try it with my pants or skirts. Next month after raya can wear pants and skirt.

Comel nye... But its blue... I dont mind as long it look cute :)

And the other shoe is a very simple shoe. It’s a 'go to market' shoe. Comel sangat. Blue color. Actually it’s exactly the same like Awa's shoe she bought when she was here.

My Fav lecturer En Mahadi Bahari

2008-09-20T08:03:00.005+08:00

En Mahadi with his lovely wife in Paris... A very romantic place
With the red busses behind him: London
Its a nice scenary
With his lovely wife

16th sept 2008… I was so shock!!!!! Guess wat…. My favorite lecturer accepts me in my friendster as a friends…. He wrote there something like this“Student ajar friendster”. He have only 3 list of friends at that time and seems they are his ex student including me. I was damn shock and make me happy. Was trying to contact him before but failed. He was my database lecturer and he my supervisor for my finale year project. Kkekekeke he gave me A for Project Sarjana Muda (PSM. Its quit long time I didn’t use those words….. an old secret I should get A- for it… Seems he a very nice person he gave me an A....).

He is an excellent lecturer and always there to help his student. And the way his teaching is easily for the student to understand. He will try to make sure his student understand each of the information that he tries to pass to us. I say this maybe because I really like him. But its true wat he become my ‘pamangkin’( English word tak tau lah;))for me to come to his classes and score for his subject. ( But Sorry lah En Mahadi, currently I really hate database with lots of table and the crazy SQL syntax. Its make me felt like I’m so stupid. I prefer deal with smart card as the memory that I treat as a direct database. But now I need to fall in love again with the SQL and database as I will deal a lot with them….. )

Physically he is short and cute person. Very adorable and cute guy with his husky and unique voice. A very simple word for me… Comel sangat….

Base on his frinedster page he is happily married and expecting a baby soon. Congrats En mahadi. And seems UTM sponsoring he and his family to UK to continue his PHD. Congrats again. May Allah bless you and your family. Here some pictures I took from his friendster pages. I really hope that he don’t mind.

KLIA again

2008-09-10T11:59:00.003+08:00

Sending awa to KLAI. Abit sad sending her away again. As along said im the most emotional person in the family. Once when she mention that,. i tak jadi menangis. kekekkekekek here some pictures...

Macam kurus je kite nie.. kekekekekkekeke .... aida cakap badan nampak setengah mana tak kurus

Selamat Menyambut Bulan Ramadhan

2008-09-02T12:15:00.002+08:00

SELAMAT MENYAMBUT BULAN RAMADHAN ALMUBARAK

MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN

Balik Kampung

2008-09-01T22:44:00.006+08:00

Kubur

Kubur- Setiap orang akan mati.....

( Gamba hanya hiasan je. Tak Bawak camera balik kampung aritu)

Today is the first ramadhan. My parent and me went visiting my granny’s grave. Melawat kubur. Its should be before ramadhan.. bersih bersih kan kubur and sedekahkan al fatihah. But the day before we were quit bz. Almaklumlah zura and her hubby moving in with me. That other story.

We went to my dad side at Sabak Bernam. Lama sangat tak gie visit kubur kat sana and I rase its quit sometimes too I didn’t visit kampung sebelah sabak. If visit for raya pun its always at night and I cant see the surrounding. We visited embah nanang@lanag( embah = granny, nanag or lanang = man) and embah wedok( wedok= women) and sedara-sedara embah nanang. His brothers are buried there too. And not to forget my cousin she past away 8month ago also buried beside his father. The place was so different then the last time I visited. It was about more then 10 years ago. Masa dulu its was a bit scary. Just like in the middle of the jungle with the big old trees and the sound of the birds. Now it’s a bit different. The big tree not there anymore. Chopped town and the graveyard are gated now. It’s clean. I felt tenang and tentaram kat sana. With the wind blow and the bird sound are still there. And the place is not that hot at all. We sedekah kan yassin to embah nanag and wedok. But when I read the surah yassin for embah nanag I felt ghost bum. Seram sikit lah. Maybe when I baca the surah kalang kabut and tak betul panjang pendek. Maybe embah nanang nak tegur kot salah baca. Hehhehe. Terlupa nak cakap abt the batu nisan. The batu nisan was the batu batu lama. Design lama yang bulat bulat tu. My grannys nye batu nisan was with their name aje. Tak de tarikh lahir and meninggal. Then my dad show me his brothers graves. I think my dad do miss his brother and his parents. Setiap yang hidup akan mati. I know my time will come too. But I hope I dapat mati dalam iman. Amin…..

Kampung Sabak Bernam

Gamba rumah kampung... but omly hiasan je

After nearly an hour there we when to visit my aunties that staying there at sabak. It’s just near with the grave about 15minuts driving. She was not at home that time only her son (abg atan) and his family. Daytime are such so different from night. You can see everything there. The pokok ciku that my brother ( Im ) and me play around dah tua sangat. It becomes an old tree. And they’re lots of new trees around. It just looks so different. Before this the old kampong house look great although is a very old house. It does belong to embah nanag house. Selalu lah diminyak kan the house. It’s a wood house. Dah tua sangat. Dulu we used to running around the house. Now its seems dah tak terjaga sangat. My auntie the one who stay there always go to her daughter house at Shah alam. Abg atan and his family are staying in that house. They have lots of kids. Small kids. I understand they don’t have lots of time focusing to the house.

After about 15minutes at that house we went to my other auntie house. Its just walking distance as my dad walk to her sister house. Rumah wak yam. Being renovated and bigger than originally. Her son working with Petronas and her daughter the one who pass away 8 months ago. She was there with her grand kids. Rumah wak yam…. When I was a kid, my brother and me always come there to spend our school holiday. Dulu till now wak yam teach kids reading Quran. Dea aja tak garang compare my mum.. kekeke;) So I have lots of friends at kampong that time. But once we grow we lost contact and forget about each other. Daytime kite org turun gie kebun koko wak yam cari koko. Banyak nyamuk biasalah tu. Koko pun banyak. Sambil sambil cari koko we cari cendawan gak, Wow the mushroom sedap sangat and banyak sangat. We just fried the mushroom and eat it like that… rasa macam ayam goring…. Depan rumah dulu ada kolam… we used to main kat sana. But now dah tak de. Pokok janda kaya pun dah tak de. Perigi buta pun I don’t think so ade. So diffrents now. I miss my old time.
Balik kampong for ramadhan this time seems so different. Seronok sangat.mengenang memori lama. memory lane lak katakan... At least I reduce my stress with currents things happen to me. Hope this ramadhan will be one of the best ramadhan. I wish it just like the ramadhan I used to celebrate in Uni. I try to go for terawikh NOT TRY but I go for terawikh everynite.. Insyallah….. till now I think… Jalan jalan balik kampong…. Sayang sekali I didn’t bring my camera other wise I can share with all…..

zura's wedding

2008-08-30T21:10:00.009+08:00

This year I went to lots of wedding of coz. But only for these 2 weddings I was as the pengapit and flower gal. Im the flower gal for pijah’s wedding and my lil sister pengapit at her wedding( at her hubby site not at our site ) People ask me when is my time. I just don’t even know when my time will come. God wills isn’t. But I always answer them I’m wait for a tall, rich, handsome, alim and single guy. I know that answer so irritating but the best that I can think of. kekekek.... that the best. And after that, people didn’t ask me any more with that stupid question. Hmmmm I do felt sad, lonely and I do like to have someone beside me. Companion I think. A person that I can take his advice and be there when ever I need him. A caring guy. That what I need. But it’s so hard for me to get one. I dont know why. I always get the wrong guy. hmmm that life kot. Life is not always what we expected. Ok enough about me…. Like my good friend says life is not about you life is about all the people around you. The wedding was as usual make me tired. All weddings are like that. The next day I fall sick. Fever penat sangat kot. But everything runs well and beautiful. Here are some pictures of my darling sister wedding…. Zura and Zafran….. Love forever…. Sorry the picture are not in sequance

Our Family
Along, Zura and me....
Anank-anak Pak Jayus
At Zafran Side... Awa, zura and me with Ecah
Comel nye ecah and me ... kekekekek
Zura on nikah day. She so sweet...
Akhirnye Selamat di ijab kabul kan... Now she a wife...
Zura and awa
Makan Beradab
Bunga-bunga telur penuh satu bilik

champing part two

2008-08-25T19:00:00.007+08:00

Part 2...... i hav lots to tell but lupe lah pulak. lots thing happen there. we really know each other well..... for certain on us lah. wat i can do is just post some picture lah.... hope gie champing lagi with the guys. there are great....

Camping... Pulau 9 Part 1

2008-08-04T17:10:00.010+08:00

Wow at last I’m there with a group of new friends. It is considering my new experience. Camping, sleep in the tent, eating food that we cook by the beach... was so happening and excitement and not to forget challenging mentally… tak tau lah tang mana mentally tu ;) this picture of the group. Kaki Rantau...

From the right sharul, me, amen, aida, syima, kamal. behind from the right rawi, capet and icam. and not to forget the photographer our cute elisa ;)

It was an adventure journey. With the big wave and small boat what can we expect? But most of us were very sporting and we don’t mind about the bad condition. On our mind was just reach there on time.

The island was clean and clear.

There no clean water from the pipe but we have clean water from direct source. So we call the water “air direct”. Cute kan. Of coz we bring along bottles of clean water for eating and drink. My first time helping built tent… senang gak… not that hard pun. boleh digagahi. We call it bungalow gitu….the food was yummy.... the first day the rice was tak menjadi but i was saved by elisa. he was so optimistic and open minded in every way. i was so impress of him…. And aida. My God… She was so very rajin. Seems she is the perempuan melayu terakhir. Rajin sangat. Makcik2 yang ade anak lelaki memang nak kan menantu yg macam aida lah. And hehehe not to forget me and Syima… maybe we are the same. Not malas lah. We just normal type of modern gal…. just bukan pujaan makcik2 lah. Amen not to forget I respect him as I don’t think so he tinggal sembayang. But he good in making drink….. I think so.

Elisa in action

Our Sporting, optimistic and open minding elisa......

Syima wit our confius guy Amen..... menggoda betol amen tu :)

Aida in action, sedang melayanmangsa-mangsa yang kebuluran

Anak sapa tu yg rajin menyapu laman. hmmmmm untung sapa dapat dea, sokmo bersih lah umah :)

travel

2008-06-18T09:42:00.002+08:00

I WAN TO TRAVEL.........

CANT STAND WATCHING OTHER PEOPLE TRAVELLING

When you say nothing at all

2008-06-11T16:07:00.000+08:00

so sweet song kan :)

Life is so un fair and unpredictable

2008-06-11T15:06:00.002+08:00

hmmmmm... that my life...

I always think that when we do goods thing to other, other will do the same to us. and may be im no naive. I always think all the people out there are good and nice ppl. Wouldent expect that they can do bad thing to me.

A woman In your Life

2008-02-04T14:01:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow you may get a working woman, but you should marry with these facts as well. Here is a girl, who is as much educated as you are;

Who is earning almost as much as you do;

One, who has dreams and aspirations just as you have because she is as human as you are;

One, who has never entered the kitchen in her life just like you or your Sister haven't,

as she was busy in studies and competing in a system that gives no special concession to girls for their culinary achievements One,

who has lived and loved her parents & brothers & sisters, almost as much as you do for 20-25 years of her life;

One, who has bravely agreed to leave behind all that, her home, people who love her, to adopt your home, your family, your ways and even your family ,name

One, who is somehow expected to be a master-chef from day #1,

while you sleep oblivious to her predicament in her new circumstances, environment and that kitchen One, who is expected to make the tea, first thing in the morning and cook food at the end of the day,

even if she is as tired as you are, maybe more, and yet never ever expected to complain;

to be a servant, a cook, a mother, a wife, even if she doesn't want to;

and is learning just like you are as to what you want from her;

and is clumsy and sloppy at times and knows that you won't like it if she is too demanding, or if she learns faster than you;

One, who has her own set of friends, and that includes boys and even men at her workplace too, those, who she knows from school days and yet is willing to put all that on the back-burners to avoid your irrational jealousy, unnecessary competition and your inherent insecurities;

Yes, she can drink and dance just as well as you can, but won't, simply because you won't like it, even though you say otherwise One,

who can be late from work once in a while when deadlines, just like yours, are to be met;

One, who is doing her level best and wants to make this most importantrelationship in her entire life a grand success, if you just help her some and trust her;

One, who just wants one thing from you, as you are the only one she knows in your entire house - your unstinted support, your sensitivities and most importantly - your understanding, or love, if you may call it. But not many guys understand this......

Please appreciate "HER"

pijah's wedding

2008-01-30T16:01:00.001+08:00

Was waiting a call from a friend of mine. Hopping he called on the 24th Jan… but seems it didn’t happen. Its ok as I mention to him I wont hope so much as I know he already put me aside from his life. Frustrated but what can I do…. I can’t force people to do things that I want.

Pijah’s wedding…… it was great. Make me stop thinking about other stressful things. That good. I left her less then a year and she settle down with zaki. Hmmmm if I didn’t left My-Ms maybe they are still as a couple. And it goes to hafeez too. Less then a year I left dea org nie terus tak sabar nak kawin….ish…. kekekek =)). But I’m so happy for them. I’m sorry hafeez I cant make it to your wedding.

I still can remember how it start. Kekekek lawak kan pijah if pikir balik. Pijah did mention to me to remind her that she don’t wan zaki… but apa yg kite tak nak at end kite unpredictable to get. That life. Allah knows wat best for us kan….

Here some pictures for the nikah and the wedding…… guess what I’m the one who jadi ala-ala flower girl. There are 2 flower girls in front of me and nisha and me jadi the girls yang bawa bunga telur. My 1st time experience. Tak pe pijah nantie ur daughter or son will me my flower kids…… Kekkekekekeke. Siap ade kompang lagi. Best lah. But I don’t have the pictures later I will ask pijah to give me. She has her own cameraman.

And guess wat….. I didn’t tell pijah I met a very handsome guy. Kekekekek handsome sangat… suke lah…. Smart guy…. Proper dressed. Matured….although body tak macam fahrin ahmad but I like the way he projected him self……kekekekeekke……. Sempat lagi makcik usha usha guys….. as usual I always admire a guy that who wont have an interest in me. Its ok as long as I tak sakitkan hati org. happy viewing the wedding pic……

Sweet nye pijah........ as sweet as her heart....... May Allah bless u my love

Insyallah bahagia hingga ke akhir hayat.......

Makcik sorang nie dok nak interprame je...... Insyallah my time will come soon. kekekkek

And this is Eddy pic the make up guy… pak andam… he is a very nice guy. Sweet sangat and baik. U know wat!!! Wat make me like him more when he told pijah he like my voice…. “ Suara dea best. Nak marah pun tak jadi” Argggggggg!!!!!!!!!!!!! Im so excited…. No one give me that comment before…… Kembang makcik….. Boleh masuk AF nie … kui kui kui…… People especially my friends call me sura macam doremon….. hehehehheheh….. Girls if you guy getting marry in penang go to his salon. He work at Jalinan Kasih.. He is good……

He is a very nice and artistic guy.... Keep up the good work eddy..... If i dapat org penang i will call u to make over me.... ;)
After the nikah sempat lagi I gie huha with some new friends. Nini, Tazkirah and Fahmi…. Tazkirah is a girl from Bangladesh. Nini is pijah’s cousin and Fahmi is tazkirah fren…… so jejalan………nice knowing them……. Tazkirah don’t forget to introduce me to your lecturer cousin that working here….. hahahahahah….. we should enjoy life…..

kekekekekek....... posing maut this guys....... we r single and.......