Spain here I come

Next yeah looooo In.... kalau ade duit..... But I have to write it here. To make sure I will go there... hahahhahahah

Lady In Pink

I love myself. I don't know why lately i always depress and the sadness fill me, actually past few months already. With all the unhappy feeling inside that cant bring it out and it make me depress. But as usual I always project a happy face for other. ( sometimes the sadness still can be read on my face) When people see you are in happy mood they will be happy too. Such like a mirroring.

I bough a book yesterday. A religious book called " Supaya Gelisah Berniali Ibadah" I start reading it last night. However I'm not seriously reading it. Just as my bedtime book. But the next morning that is today before i off to my office I read it through again. Again I didn't read it follow the correct chapter just jumping here and there. Base on the reading it make me think, what I have now its not mine. Its below to the GREAT CREATOR. What we have now only temporary and it not below to us. So why should i felt sad or frustrated or depress with the bad things that we received from Him. He just give it to us for temporary for us to remember Him. For us to Thank Him for what He have gave to us. When think about that it makes my day. I thanks to ALLAH with what He gave me. Although I think its a burden, but each burden that He gave me, He also gave me a Great Gift.

As it change my mood, I make my self to have a happy mood today. Alhamdulillah with the great sunny morning. I'm wear pink today. From my head scarf to my new dress ( pink dress i bought for rm10.00) till the shoes that I am wear. Its pink.... So sweet. I'm happy and hope it will last.

What 2010 have for me!!!!!

Its a nice number... 2010..... twenty ten.... Dont you think so ;). Number is not just a number. Each of them, they have their own meaning. Each calculation become a formula that being used in our daily routine. But we just don't realize it. Okey enough about number...

2010...... what does this year have for me. More adventure, more waves and bigger waves, or it going to be a simple life no big impact like 2008..... ( 2008 is a honeymoon year for me but 2009 was WOW!!!! a big WOW for me but Alhamdulillah I mange to handle it. I think so ;)). But what I wan to achieve this year

PAY MY DEBTS:
YESSSS................ Wow i should do that. I will pay most of my debts especially my credits cards. They are killing me softly...... Insyallah I try to settle Ambank card. hehehehheheh as i make other arrangement for the others card :). And all the hutang that i make .... wajib bayar and

SAVING :
Save u Love traveling.... SO SAVE MONEY......... So this year I will put aside some money as my saving. Kene and wajib. Start this month nye salary.

MAKE EXTRA INCOME :
How ha!!!!!!!!!!!...... I wan to do writing. Write Information thing in a blog. Who know one day people would pay for it.... Tajam kan my skill of writing... reads lots of English and Malay books. OKEY!!!!!!!!! not jiwang jiwang or novel book... now Im old so more to matured readings. kekekekkekek

WORK :
Hmmmmmm Im still searching a stable job and that can give me time for my self. I dont wan to be workaholic type of person. Im not young anymore. If young yes i wold love to stay back in the office till late at nite. Now not anymore. I wish i can get more to management type of work. Assisntance for Project Manager. Why not kan....

BETTER MUSLIM :
Insyallah. Im working on being one. With the help of pakcik ;). Maybe be it will take time but i will work hard on in.

TRAVEL:
Hope I manage to travel 2 country this year. Insyallah kalau ade rezeki. Nak gie Thai or Kombodia and one of middle east country.... Insyallah kalau ade rezeki.

Ok I this this year will be a beautiful and better year then last year kan..... Insyallah...

" TRAVEL TO BETTER WORLD :) "

What have i acheive... not bad ha.....

This what I wrote in 2006 :
The pink colour is what i have achieve till 2009. I got another 2 years to go to achieve all.....

What I want to achive in 5 years???

Before i create this blog i was thinking what i wan to achieve in 5 years time.....
If i married or not? Hmm let say I get married wow my life will be totally different. I wont need to think about my self that time I will be thinking about my family, my kids and my hubby. Life that time will be completed. I think it would be so wonderful. (Still hoping)

If in not married hmmm I need to focus in my own life. My career, my happiness, and my money:). So this is the list I need to accomplish within 5 years.

Traveling :
Wanted to visit my sister awa and her hubby paco. At least celebrate Aidilfitri with them.
Umrah with my parents. ( I done this on 2009, Alhamdulillah I went for Umrah with my beloved Mommy. It was a wonderfull journey. Just cant express the feeling. Syukur to Allah with what He gave me. Insyallah Hajj soon)
Wanted to go to Middle East country. Some times I wonder how the Iran, Iraq people survive in their daily routine. I wanted to be there and feel it ;). (Manage to go to Dubai. Alhamdulillah. In asia I manage to visit Thailand and Philipine. Insyallah with some saving i would go travel again with my love ones ofcoz :)))


Immigrate:
Wanted to work in somewhere different from my country. Have a new environment mix with the local people. That would be nice. Start a new and fresh life. Wanted to have a simple life there. ( Im still working on in. Insyallah but I wont Immigrate. hehehehhe........)

Reading :
I wan to read. At least a book in a year. Or Want to make a reading as a hobby.
I wan to khatam Al-Quran once a year and read the tafsif Al-Quran so I do know and understand the contains of Al-Quran.
( Alhamdulillah now my hobby is reading. Love reading blogs, articles and books: motivation books, History book, Islamic book. And with someone who like to ' mencabar' me now I do read tafsir Al-Quran. Thanks to him, he teach me to find answer from Al-Quran. Khatam Al-Quran... not yeat Insyallah I will do it this year. Im starting from the 1st page since yesterday. Insyallah I will khatam end this year. Insyallah :)

A good song : SAVAGE GARDEN "CRASH 'N BURN"

Lately i don't know why i felt so down and sad. Are my life going to end soon? Sometimes .....yes I wish it will. Maybe because with the stress at the end of the year, I felt I can't handle it. But this morning I felt a bit different. Maybe after reading the "Career and Work" feng shui book by lilian too last nite kot... kekeke ;p. Ter'motivated' lah pulak. Lawak kan.... Masa Tahun Baru Maal Hijrah i dont get this feeling even masa the New Year 2010. Go go Save !! I know I can be better then last year. And I Love my self. And thanks to ALLAH with what You have gave me. And I know You will always be there for me.

Just wanted to share this song : Crush and Burn.

When you feel all alone
And the world has turned its back on you
Give me a moment please to tame your wild wild heart
I know you feel like the walls are closing in on you
It's hard to find relief and people can be so cold
When darkness is upon your door and you feel like you can't take anymore

Let me be the one you call
If you jump I'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
You're not alone

When you feel all alone
And a loyal friend is hard to find
You're caught in a one way street
With the monsters in your head
When hopes and dreams are far away and
You feel like you can't face the day

Let me be the one you call
If you jump I'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
You're not alone

'Cause there has always been heartache and pain
And when it's over you'll breathe again
You'll breath again

When you feel all alone
And the world has turned its back on you
Give me a moment please
To tame your wild wild heart

Let me be the one you call
If you jump I'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
You're not alone

Found something good

This is LIFE is too short to cater HATRED in our hearts..

2009 an adventure year

I have been missing my blog. Yes,there lots of things happen to me in this year 2009. It too fast for me. Alhamdulillah I get what i want but there always the good and the bad. It always come together. Its a package. And there a lot of dates to remember.

I still love what I get from Allah. I really thanks Him with all the Blessing that He gave me. As i always remember "He wont test His ummat as He know how much His ummat can take it." So all of the test that i receiving now know i can handle it as I have a trust on Him.

hmmm.........

Why life is like this.... things are very unpredicted and i sometimes cant control my self. How to be a prefect person. How to make every person happy. Im trying my best. Sometimes i lost control. Ya Allah help me to be a perfect person to everyone specially the person i love. I want me my self to blend with others and they can accept me with what i am.

I try my best to blend with people as people can accept me. And to my friends that know me, I am like this a happy go lucky person, with mengada-mengada and gatal-gatal type of person. Sometimes I keep on thinking am I bad? ( Razak said still acceptable...... and Azrul cakap above everage tak lah over2)???But still I am mengada-ngada and gatal-gatal type of person. Mesti kalau org luar yang dont know me they will menyampah at me :(. Teruk sangat ke kite nie :(. Yes I do need to change mengikit pertukaran status dan usia yagn kian meningkat. I'm trying my best it just take times.

I think i need a new environment to change myself. To be more professional and mature. Most of the company that I join they accept me and memanjakan I and I never change. I need a new beginning to change my attitude. So although I'm still in current company with the same environment but I try to be mature and more professional... But how..... Every one here know who I am and how I am. Maybe start from dressing and the way I talk. Talk softer and reduce gelak. Maybe reduce gelak. My gelak is so not mature. Ok I will update from time to time about my changes.

" Ya Allah, Help me to change myself to be a better person" Amin

Salam AidilFitri 1430 Hijrah

Selamat Hari Raya AidilFitri
Maaf Zahir & Batin
From Us

To all friends and readers who have dropped by with the warm wishes, I wish the same to all of you too. Kita Enjoy !!!!!!!

Salam Ramadhan Al-Mubarak

To all my dearest friends out there. Just to wish you guy
" Selamat Berpuasa and Minta Ampun & Maaf jika ada salah dan Silap"

Jumpa Lagi Di Hari Raya.......

Jalan Jalan Before Puasa

Today I felt such so bored. Yes I know it’s quit sometimes I didn’t update my blog. And guess what I travel a lot lately and my skin turn to so brownish “U look so brownish” as Paco and Awa said. Hehehheheh what to do… I’m already brown and that can’t be change. And another one thing… today I felt so guilty to a lot of people. Hahahhahah… what I can afford to do is just smile and follow the wave kan kan kan…… There always a reasons for thing to happen. Life is full with sunshine and flowers… Just enjoy it . Ok I will start my story with my Sarawak adventure….

Sarawak Oh Sarawak.

My flight was in the middle of the nite. And I’m so lucky that a good friend of mine willingly to send me and fetch to and from KLIA ( hmmm don’t know lah if he willingly ke or terasa im forcing him) but thanks a lot Pakcik Asri. Reach there around 1 am on 1st September. I landed on Kuching Land at last. Was so excited seeing Sab with her boyfriend (Faizal). As usual lah kan, when we met tak ingat dunia punye. With the gelak sakan and the story morry. From the airport, continue in the car till we reach kedai kopi minum and at sab house to we have lots thing to talk about. Sometimes I wonder ,I do always call her nearly every week and told her lots of my story but when we meet pun there never ending story. Ade je nak dicerita.

Suke suke akibat nye duke…. When we reach at Sab’s house there was a big news. I was damn shock. Speechless for few minutes. It was a pulse….. . Then I keep asking her why why why… why now… why so fast… I was in a trauma when she told me that news….The form was already taken and it still in the car. uwaaaa….. then she told me “Save some of my close friend yang tau they congrats me… but u?”. I cant accept that news yeat. Sedih later I be alone. Tak de org I nak call in the middle of the nite to tell all my problems and my daily routine. (Later yg menjadi mangsa tengah malam receive my call will be adik kesayangan ku Aida. Sorry aida )Sedih……. But at last I have to accept the truth and the reality….. So hard for me but this is life. Think at her side. She will have someone to take care of her and someone make her happy and the most important thing is security. She needs that since staying alone at that house and lots of thing happen at that house. SO she need that. “ Sab Im so happy for you. I really really happy for you. I am Sab.” Heheheheh. From the bottom of my heart . But as usual Im so sad of my self…… Falzal just good take care of Sab.

The morning we pack to start for our first stop. Serikin. Wow was a long journey taking us abt 2-3 hour travelling on Sab cute MyVi. Sape lagi yang drive, we have a good driver. Good with road kekekekek Pakcik Faizal kite. And Sab have a new title…. Lyrics Inspector. All of us in the car love to song. Biasalah ade yag salah lyrics. As Sab around when Kite orang salah lirik… ish…. Rasa serba salah lak nak nyanyi.. But the long journey was so fun. Enjoyable with the lots of jungle view left and right but the worst part was when we were driving behind a big lorry….. boring. Tak leh bawak laju. Serikin was for shopping. Cheap stuff. Before I came I told sab, I only can spend RM 100 at Sarawak….. But I spent RM200 at Serikin only… uwaaa… but worth buying. Bought lots of gift for my family member.

I cant write much, but base on the picture i uploaded you guys will know the journey....

At Serikin shopping.... Mesti lah kene bergambar.... My beloved sab...... hehehehhe Siap ade payung lagi tu. Maklum lah panas banget....

Nengok kain lah pulak. But was quit impress the goods there was so cheap..... You can get a good fabric there with a very good price. As i said i should only can spend only RM100 in Sarawak... but want can I say... Save will always be Save... kekekekke =))

Almaklum lah dekat nak raya. Sab was looking at the porcelain for Kek Sarawak that need to be served on Raya... hehehehhe berangan lah tu.... Umah pun kosong....

Makcik Sab.... Lenggang kangkung. Kurus gak sab nie....

Chak... ba..... Love this picture. So sesuai.

Model jalanan wanna be........ The correct way to Kuching ....

Wow..... Wat an action

Me and Sab...... At one of the park there.... Small and sweet place.... Tempat bergambar je...

Berangan-angan.... Lihat langit yang biru....

Sab and her latest buat hati..... He will be the ONE.... Insyallah.... Always pray for you guys

Serikin.....

Bau..... Lihat dibelakng...... Ade model tambahan yg pemalu... ;))

Pasar yang bersih....

Nenas yang comel....

Bergumbira....

Gunung Gading Adventure...... After praying Asar & Zohor at one of the mosque there we continue our journey to Gunung Gading. Penat makcik oooo. After the tiring shopping and eating then the climbing start... Almaklumlah nak kene bakar calories.... To enter the Gading Park the fees was RM15 kot. but kekekke kan kite org nie muke anak anak remaja. and muke muke seposen.. So we told the uncle... we are student..... kekekekkeke=)). The we get discounted . Bayo RM5.00... Nak wat cam ne.... Budget traveler.... Not Budget lah proper words kot "Sengkek Traveler'

Kera-kera sesat...... Nak berhayut but wat can we say.... the root cant support our weight.. hehheheheheheh...

Memanjat Tangga yg mencabar...... Mencabar!!!!!!!!! Have to think hard abt that..... Saba je lah kan.... Pakai skirt lagi nak gunung...... Sapa ade buat ooooo

The sweet couple...... Faizal nak renew his lesen.... Upgrade kata nye... Hope tak de ara melintang for u guys nak buat and renew lesen.... Im so happy for u... Sedondon biru gitu.....

Pokok Cempedak yang sangat tinngi... Banyk lah tu buanh nye...

After the climb..... Sweating like hell..... Basah kuyup ooo...... Membakar lemak yg amat banyak..... We do it again soon. But that time will properly lah....

Chess...... Been there..... Lupe lak nak engrave my name kat sana....

Cute kan..... Really love this couple

After the climbing.... now we found a nice peaceful place. The beach..... Cantik sangat the beach.... Tak bawak extra baju je... If bawak for sure we will landing berendam like cute baby hippo... kekekek nak wat cam ne. We all are so cute.... cant say much.... kekekke

Up Up and Away......... Power Puff Girl ;)

The beach.... Nice beach..... Bercanda di pantai yang indah......kekekek

Pecal nie nak terbang gak..... Melarikan diri dari gadis-gadis yang sangat ayu..... Tak tahan kata nye....

Putih and gebu nye sab nye betis.... Susah ooo kite org nak tunjukkan besti yg cun ini... Nasib baik tak close up... kang nampak pulak bulu bulu yang bertaburan....... dan tak lupe juga bulan bintang yang berkelipan....

Matahari sangat panas....... Terpaksalah posing with her new sun glasses baru..... She seldom wear her glasses that we bught in Vincci that was the last time she visited KL. This is the time to wear an show opp...

Im lost.......... Tolong!!!!!!!!!!!

Again the cute couple....... I cant put all the pictures of them in FaceBook as it should be a secret... Only can put it in my blog..... Sapa lah nak baca my blog kan...... Love them so much.... Mush mush mush

Im Malaysian... but still to enter Sarawak we had to have visa..... This the visa....... Saba je lah kan...

Umah sab yang sangta beso with a high end security.... High end high end pun stilll.... Pencuri nie ade je kat memana kan.... Her MyVi and her bro's jeep...... Jeep tu suke 'kencing'

In library.... UNIMAS Library... kekekekekek cant take pic at Sab Opis... maklum lah the data center kan....

One of the lake at Unimas.... Siap ade jambatan gantung lagi

Been there... UNIMAS

Up Up and away..... Lupa lak where this picture taken.... Tapi dekat lah ngan Sab's mum House....

Sungai Sarawak. That time there we having a boat feast. ramai lah org..... H1N1 pun tak kisah.... So we just jalan2 cari makan je....

The people.....

Bontot ayam bakar..... Wow i remember sue like this bontot ayam.... One of the days that Sab visit to Kl she bring this exclusively for sue... Kat semenanjung mana ade. But sorry lah pulak i cant take bontot ayam.... I pun dah byk cakap tak berhenti... i makan lagi lah..... Only GOD knows....

In the boat. The kids..... No safety jacket at all..... Dangerous but still the villagers using the boat. The fee only RM0.40cent je....

This Uncle eksen je dayung... actually there a machine that move the boat

At last the I visited the Temple..... Never in my life masuk n visit Temple now i can say i done that. From the day 1 i requested to visit a temple at last i got it. hehehehehh Muara temple...

View from the top of the temple

Banyak lah colok2 dea. Sab cant stand the smell so we didnt spent time there....

Me and the Temple....

Again the temple view

Forget the name e of the river. Pecal said there were a kid killed eaten by a crocodile. They still cant find the body of the kid nor the crocodile.... But I wonder, if there alot of crocodile in the rever why there still alot of people staying ther... Pelik kan..... There a housing area there and people still build houses.....

Me again.... Waiting for the crocodile.......ekekkeke

We visited sab sister at UITM. Siti Nordiana. She do look same Sab and as funny as Sab too.... Like sister like sister lah...... We have our Zohor at her room before we drive to Santubung....

Crazy post... Biler lagi

Memalukan diri tengah panas....... We had to park and cross the road just to take this picture... kekekke as im outsider kureng le kemaluannye..... kekekek

At rumah kebudayaan... Now im at the Chinese house.....

Perempuan gatal... kekekekkekekek..... geli lak.....

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Rumah Melayu.... kene post bebaik and ayu2 lah pulak... kekek=))

Playing Congkak with one of the Makcik..... elsyen je tu.... just for the picture ;)

kat umah orang Ulu.... My GOD the stairs was damn scary....... Oily n small n really hope can support us.. kekekkekek Ade one of the stairs yang memang menakutkan... I have to climb as sab forcing me.. Masa nak turun hanya tuhan je yang tau.....

Sab resting peacefully ;)

Me organg Ulu????????? have to think really hard tho... kekekekekke

Really like the wall painting..... Unique and creative....

The uncle teaching me how to play the so call piano... kekekekek tak tau lah wat the name of the instrument

Hi every one.... Thanks foe the support ;))....

Minah memasak kat dapo.....

Find me please..... kekekkekeke lebih kurang je warne ye...

Turun Tangga pun nak bergamb.saba je lah....

hello .............I paid RM60 hinngit for sure i will use it wisely... Ape lagi mestilah bergumbira with the dancer... Biler lagi.... hahahahahahahhah Muke tak malu nak wat cam ne ;)

One of the beach at Sandakan.... Comel kan to see the kids playing with each other

Me too.... mestilah playing tooo..... Jumping like no one cares......

Last days was Museums... penas membara... Lucky the Museums were to each other. Walking distance.... and guess wat its FREE.... I Like.... but this time i didnt upload pictures... banyak giler tapi cukup lah yeah...

Do u dare to eat ta this type of hawker food place....... hehehheh here in Sarawak they are really Malaysian...... One malaysian.... I dont mind eating kat mana2 pun as long i tak was was......

Lupe lak... I does take alot of picture with the cats... Kuching miau miau miau........ Comel as a cat toooo



The cats love me......

Bergamba tepi jalan boleh tak.... kekekekkek =))

The day off back to KL....... Saying bye to Sab... Will miss her again and again and again....