A good song : SAVAGE GARDEN "CRASH 'N BURN"

Lately i don't know why i felt so down and sad. Are my life going to end soon? Sometimes .....yes I wish it will. Maybe because with the stress at the end of the year, I felt I can't handle it. But this morning I felt a bit different. Maybe after reading the "Career and Work" feng shui book by lilian too last nite kot... kekeke ;p. Ter'motivated' lah pulak. Lawak kan.... Masa Tahun Baru Maal Hijrah i dont get this feeling even masa the New Year 2010. Go go Save !! I know I can be better then last year. And I Love my self. And thanks to ALLAH with what You have gave me. And I know You will always be there for me.

Just wanted to share this song : Crush and Burn.

When you feel all alone
And the world has turned its back on you
Give me a moment please to tame your wild wild heart
I know you feel like the walls are closing in on you
It's hard to find relief and people can be so cold
When darkness is upon your door and you feel like you can't take anymore

Let me be the one you call
If you jump I'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
You're not alone

When you feel all alone
And a loyal friend is hard to find
You're caught in a one way street
With the monsters in your head
When hopes and dreams are far away and
You feel like you can't face the day

Let me be the one you call
If you jump I'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
You're not alone

'Cause there has always been heartache and pain
And when it's over you'll breathe again
You'll breath again

When you feel all alone
And the world has turned its back on you
Give me a moment please
To tame your wild wild heart

Let me be the one you call
If you jump I'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
You're not alone

Found something good

This is LIFE is too short to cater HATRED in our hearts..

2009 an adventure year

I have been missing my blog. Yes,there lots of things happen to me in this year 2009. It too fast for me. Alhamdulillah I get what i want but there always the good and the bad. It always come together. Its a package. And there a lot of dates to remember.

I still love what I get from Allah. I really thanks Him with all the Blessing that He gave me. As i always remember "He wont test His ummat as He know how much His ummat can take it." So all of the test that i receiving now know i can handle it as I have a trust on Him.

hmmm.........

Why life is like this.... things are very unpredicted and i sometimes cant control my self. How to be a prefect person. How to make every person happy. Im trying my best. Sometimes i lost control. Ya Allah help me to be a perfect person to everyone specially the person i love. I want me my self to blend with others and they can accept me with what i am.

I try my best to blend with people as people can accept me. And to my friends that know me, I am like this a happy go lucky person, with mengada-mengada and gatal-gatal type of person. Sometimes I keep on thinking am I bad? ( Razak said still acceptable...... and Azrul cakap above everage tak lah over2)???But still I am mengada-ngada and gatal-gatal type of person. Mesti kalau org luar yang dont know me they will menyampah at me :(. Teruk sangat ke kite nie :(. Yes I do need to change mengikit pertukaran status dan usia yagn kian meningkat. I'm trying my best it just take times.

I think i need a new environment to change myself. To be more professional and mature. Most of the company that I join they accept me and memanjakan I and I never change. I need a new beginning to change my attitude. So although I'm still in current company with the same environment but I try to be mature and more professional... But how..... Every one here know who I am and how I am. Maybe start from dressing and the way I talk. Talk softer and reduce gelak. Maybe reduce gelak. My gelak is so not mature. Ok I will update from time to time about my changes.

" Ya Allah, Help me to change myself to be a better person" Amin

Salam AidilFitri 1430 Hijrah

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